Education

Most of the students had already gotten their SPM results recently~ I guess now most of them will be thinking what type of course should they be going for?

When I was in the same situation, to be honest, at first I wanted to be in culinary arts, seriously~ I had told my parents but from their respond they dun seems to agree~ I guess is because asian parents always want their children to be learning and becoming someone who have a high standard qualification with high incomes such as the doctors, lawyers, etc... 

In the end I signed up from a Business IT course~ First of all is because I use to start IT classes when i was like 15 so my dad was like why not expanding the knowledge that i had with me~ So what the heck just went with it~  That's for diploma~ 

When i was about to sign up for degree i switched from an IT course to purely on Business Course which at first i persoanlly that i have enough with IT and bored of it, why not try learning something about the business environment~ But in the end now I somehow started to feel regret of how i soend these years of studies of something which is actually what my parent wants me to be~ 

If i had a choice again, i would surely choose and fight for what I want~ Never ever just be like "OK" and do what ur parent wants you to do~ By the end of the day, trust me, you wouldnt like it and wouldnt enjoy ur life how it should be~ When you start working and get old thinking about your pass, education life of yours really sux~ 

What's worst is that you see other people are having fun and you are not~ For now, I felt that I should have choosen what I wanted but as for now i can only just quickly finish my degree at get the cert and go for work just like that~ Sounds boring rite?

Maybe my mind now is thinking all about working~ Is true that u were able to mke lots of friends in the college everyday but is just matter how you get them~ 

A little bit about her =)

Recently I think i like a girl~ We know each other through facebook... We may not know each other long but, yeah we are friends =)

Chat with her most of the times~ The first person to find a person to chat with also is her~ Sometimes she might take some time to reply me, probably she is busy with her studies~ She is having her SPM this year though... Hopefully she will do her best ^^

Aiks, i think is gonna be tough for me to chase for her heart but I will try my best to get it~ *fighting!!!* Day by day, each time our conversation, i start to know more about her a little and a little~ 

At the moment, i just want her to be comfortable to chat with~ Is not good to rush though things... One step at a time rite? Hehehehe =)

She seems to be friendly, kind, playful, cute and funny~ But somehow, i still get to see deep down in her there is some emitional feeling of being loneliness at times~ Or maybe im wrong? Who knows...

We havent met or talk even once~ I know is weird to like someone when you have not even seen the person in reality but I dont care >.<

She is gonna have holiday for one week next week though~ I was thinking maybe i could ask her out for a date or something like that... Hopefully she wont turn me down by then~ Hahahaha xD

Recently I seen her in my dreams~ If im not wrong i seen her twice in a short period like 1 month time? I dun usually dream the same person in such a short period and to be honest, is really my first time being such hasty to make a move for her >.<

Anyway is time for bed now~ Gonna have to wake up early for class tomorrow... Goodnight and sweet dreams =)

Back with blogging

I always wanted to start blogging again but yet feeling lazy to type~ Most of the time when I wanted to start blogging again also is because there is something in mind that i would want to type it out but yet not too public~ People would say can use twitter de ma, but nvm la~ So finally im here start re-blogging again...

Been about 3years+ i have been blogging~ Reading back my old posts seems kinda silly and funny what I did and reminds me of the memories somehow i feel glad that i did posted somethings about my life and do feel regret that i did not post more...

In the past 3years, lots of things had happened~ Somehow feeling myself have became "worst" than before i guess and yeah i had lost weight seriously~ Haiz... 

I think blogging is sometimes good for you to express your feelings when you felt lonely and there is no one there to listen to your stories... To be honest, i felt kinda old already when so many years had passed which now im already 22 and when 18 when i stopped blogging~

Life is short i guess~ Is about 3am in the morning~ Time to get some sleep now... Goodnight and sweet dreams =)