Hehexx...

* Met a new friend from Chun Seng's party... She is kinda chubby and had a cute voice... She is very talkative de but i like it.. That won't make me feel bored... She called me twice already during the night just to chit chat because she feel kinda bored... I'm ok to chat with her and listen what she wanted to say... She is a very qi guai and funny person lai de... If she had change some her attitude... I may had already fall in love with her ^^

* Love is so complicated.... Sometimes it makes me wanted to move forward 1 step closer to that girl but everytime i resist myself from it and turn around back... I feel like kinda dumb... why i did that? Maybe because i had be hurt too deeply or never found a perfect match for me yet.... I also scared to be being rejected by someone i love... It will really make me feel very dissapointed... I hope that the real world love is just simple as the anime life... I always wanted to have a true love gf but i never find it... Maybe my fate have not come yet... Sad T-T (always keeping myself never make a step closer because never had 1 really pull me into their heart)

* Nowadays also feel very lonely and left out.... I do not know why and just feel like crying it out... No outdoor activities, everyday at home so sienz... My daily life is just being with the computer, someday i sure will sot de... (Eat, Sleep, Play)... SIENZ!!!!