Grafity

Grafity

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Long time no update, pai seh~

Part 1

Nowadays i didn't update blog le... Actually wanted to, but sometimes when feel like update blog sure will feel lazy or forgotten~ Haha XD... Alot of things happend lately there is sad a happy loh....

Although we had graduated from secondary school, but we do still keep in touch with each other... Inviting each other to come for gathering, hang out, etc... I feel like we are a family...

We usually go out for movies, dinner together (ordering dishes, eat rice....like eating with family members), go have a walk, "yum cah" and play games loh....

*We usually go to Yuki Restaurant at BSD or around kepong area for dinner...
*Went to Desa Park City for a walk, see leng zai and leng lui, kacau those couple (just looking at them and make them feel awkward such as singing some songs to them... Muahahaha!!!)...
*Go to pasar malam buy things together (we saw so many stalls selling porn cd's) LOLX....
*Go to Al-safa at BSD (mamak stall) for yum cah and play card games... Especially poker~ Nice to play....

Is fun and relax to see each other sometimes~ Feel more comfortable and won't feel bored and lonely...



Part 2

On 26 January, went out to Time Square and Sungai Wang with Chun Yin and Wee Li... They invited me to go buy new year clothes with them wor~ Since i nothing to do then just go loh...

I did not really ate much for breakfast and it was a rush for me cause the suddenly call me when i just woke up... Ate a little then went out already.... Went to alot of shops, giving each other opinion on the clothes, and suddenly i feel hungry.... So i told them i want to go KFC for lunch...

We sat down and chit chat loh... Chun Yin feel something weird about me that day, he asked me why am I keep laughing when we chat... I also did feel a little weird, i replied him "maybe is because they put something into the chicken"... LOLx~ On the spot i was like non-stop laughing... Seriously, i'm not doing it on purpose...

Continue shopping~ Chun Yin saw a baby milo jacket it was really nice and expensive, RM100... He think quite a long time while going on other shops for jacket... Finally he bought it, i had already told him that it is worth it to buy since you really like it so much, don't compare with the price...

Finally we bought out clothes and went for dinner at some building called Lot10 food court... Chun Yin said it is nice, so just go ahead... The environment was nice but the food was like ok loh, 7 out of 10....

Wee Li had to leave us and follow his parents to "Chi Cheong Gai".... At first we wanted to follow too but no he can't fetch us home... Then nvm loh, chun yin and I went home after dinner... We were exhausted and tired...

During that they we said that "we can tell our parents that we ate alot today and it was FOC!!!"... Haha XD (Seafood = LalaZai and LalaMui)... Some were hot but some overdo it~ But i still prefer girls without make up... Natural~



Part 3

On 28 January, i broke up with my girlfriend... I'm the one who said break up... She also told me that she had already want to broke up with me earlier "just dunno how to say it to me"... (erm, i think i get it)

Why i broke up with her?

I don't really get the really true love feelings from her... Seriously saying, i'm not playing her feelings... On the first start i be with her i had just a little feeling... She did also told me that, at the first place she did not had any feeling being my gf but slowly she did...

At first, our relationship were quite fun and i feel touched that she wrote a note with my name on it and a picture of her with our name... But slowly everything is like getting less...

Usually couple call each other it will be like a long things to talk especially when they can't meet each other for a certain time (they can talk about their lifes right now).... But mine is like very different.... I always called her and she very seldom call me (example like i call her 15 times and she called me 4 times)...

I know that many people of you will think that boy should always called the girl... Sometimes boys do really feel uncomfortable too... OK, i give an example

*When a boys want to called her gf, he will surely call
*But why when girls want to talked with they boys, she must called the boy to call her le... Why can't the girl just call the boy straight away if she really wants it...

I feel that this is much more better... I understand the girl want to listen to her bf voice but why is the conversation is like "(Name of the bf), can you called me? I want to chat/ or listen to your voice le... So miss you"... Something like that =.=

I really hope girls can make their moves more just as same as the guys do... Unless there is some acceptable reason loh... Sorry for being so "gek" or "gan jiong" about this...

Another reason i broke up with her is we seldom have a topic to chat with each other... Most of the time i had to find a topic to chat... Everytime i chat with her on the phone, we like had to stop a while and think of a topic to chat... I feel like so awkward you know... First time having this time of conversation on the phone...

Nvm, most of the the time she replied my question during sms and on the phone with these single words...

* Haha
* Ooo
* Enen (most common)
* Har?
* Hehe
* Yes
* No
* Dunno
* Suan liao (in chinese, she always like to use this too)

Seriously, i kinda feel bored and feel so cold... Make me always had to end the topic and no topic to chat already... Kinda frustrated about this...

Another problem is, i don't really feel that she really cared about me very much... I feel like i'm not that important to her as a bf... Sometimes she will just like suddenly never replied your message for 30mins, 1hour, 5hour, 10hour.... Happend before ok...

She always keep things by herself (problems she facing).... She won't at least tell me she had to do something that will take quite a long time before she can chat with me... Not even a short message... She will just suddenly disappeared, no reply...

I was like so worried about her that something might happend to her...
After i were so worried, she told me

*Went to sleep
*Doing house chores
*No credit (acceptable but always very fast finish)
*Not in a good mood (i thought usually these time, will need someone to comfort her and listen to what she had to say)

Sometimes when she cry or feel sad, she won't tell me... She said "i don't 1 you to worried so much"... You don't tell me i feel more worried.... I don't really get what she thinking all the time...

Something i really get very frustrated that is other boys around her... She told me there were some boys were want to chase her... At first i tought it was like 1 or 2... Ok lo, but she told me is 3 to 5....

After few weeks, the amount change to 6 to 8... WTF!!! Doesn't mean she told them the guys that she had already got a bf i will feel better straight away... There will always be an image and bad feeling of it...

Lately, she treated me very very cold... She find her friends to chat more than me... And there was 1 guys always called her at night too... DAMN!!! Got angry, tried to control and forgive her... Told her how was i feeling and told her what i wanted from her... She did not change and i feel uncomfortable of it anymore...

So I decided to broke up with her... After i broke up with her, she told me she feel sad and cried... Then yesterday chat with her, suddenly she got find a few topics to chat with me... So now, we were just friends....

(If you think that i'm a playboy, playing her feelings, keep blaming her, i'm a jerk, and its all my fault, i don't mind... I can say that i treated in relationship seriously if nothing makes me feel uncomfortable after being in it...)

Sorry.... And thanks~

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

12 January 2010

Went for lunch with my mom's friend at Wangsa Permai... There was alot people in the restaurant so we had to wait for a table... While waiting, the uncle belanja me eat banana~ LOLX!!! First time eat the banana so big... (not lan jiao, ok )

Finally had a table already... Then while eating, they chit chat about the Church (christian) news problem, ghost and puppies... Say dao ghost thing i so damn freaking scared nia, especially when open cupboard for clothes... STOP!!! Enough for this...

Went home slept awhile then play computer (facebook)... See back the water war picture, seriously feel very sad because won't have anymore of that memories with same friends... Everyone went on their own way... While thinking about the past really feel like crying yesterday... The days and the things we saw during in the class...

As usual called my gf until the night... Chat kinda long... Lalamui lai de, so fierce le, sometimes chat with her i also feel scared... She said she going to give me a gift wor, she earning the money now... She also said will use dao 1 RM50 note de... Wah, so expensive meh, then don't buy la... Then she say I like loh... I nothing to say jor... Fierce hor? I asked her how much her pocket money per day, she said RM5 then she also said she did not eat breakfast just to earn money to buy the gift for me... SO TOUCHED nia~ (if i told her to eat a little she sure won't listen me 1) Hahaxx =D

Then i saw Weng Kai online, saw him on webcam so busy doing his homework... I feel like i'm disturbing him... He say is ok wor~ Look matured already, he also had a host family there... He is the eldest in the host family with 3 daughters... Hor ah kai, don't naughty ar... Haha!!! Wanted to speak with him but he was so busy doing his work... So i think better next time only keng gai with him loh...

After i saw him on the webcam, i really missed him very much... He help us alot on our school works that we did not know how to do... I dreamed about him last night, I hugged him and I cried... The days we had together had just ended...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

11 January 2010

Woke up today, went bathing, brush teeth, wash face then straight for lunch at Group Base (woke up at 1pm, skipped breakfast)... As usual everyday almost the same... Only stay in front of the computer...

Watched the Taiwan drama, Hi My Sweetheart (Hai Pai Tian Xin), almost every episode made me wanted to cry... Feel so touched and hope my life was like that too... Simple and with happiness is all i want~ The best drama i that i had ever watched... It makes me laugh, cry and understanding...

At night after dinner, i watched TV for awhile... My mom asked me some weird question:
Mom: the internet is not working ar?
Me: no ar, why?
Mom: seldom see you so quite sit down and watch tv for so long
Me: i feel bored so i just feel like watching tv at the moment (actually i was lazy to move and I was watching police crime investigating some cases so don't feel like skipping it, hehexx)
End of conversation

After the show, back to computer... I was playing dota, but already winning, my gf wants me to call her... So i called her loh, chat with her quite long, always laugh and alot things la... But today she told me something that really makes me start to feel scared and sad...

She told me that her ex-bf wanted to be with her again... She last time also told me that she feel regret breaking up with him... I'm afraid that someday we will break, my heart really love her deeper and deeper.... Maybe is just gonna be that way after all... Let it be how it is going to be... Nobody knows how, when or why it will happend... All i can do just really love her... (no way i gonna fight up with the boy de mah, no point)

Haiz...

10 January 2010

Woke up early in the morning get ready for Undang Test... The uncle came early and i was just finished bathing, i told him to give me 5 minutes... Hehexx, pai seh >.< On the way there, he told me lots of facts...

He asked me a question that i don't think anyone can answer it in a simple and logic way "how do you use your brain?" (the answer is not thinking)... Find me and i will tell you the answer but please don't SWT because it is logic but most of you will think is not...

Went early and the shop haven't open yet, 8.30 only the place open... While i were waiting for my turn, i met my ex tuition classmate, Dun Han and i met Diana Lim and her best friend that was my ex-schoolmate... Chat with her and she was so matured~ Good for her ^^ (lucky not LC, Haha XD)

When my named was called, I started to be nervous... While i was start doing the colour blind and the number question i was so scared i will wrong... Because once i wrong 1 question straight away fail... Must go check eyesight wor but i did not fail that part la...

Next, the 50 questions... SHIT!!! I failed... I only get 38 questions correct of 50 questions... DAMN!!! Haiz, dissapointed~ My bro look down at me nia, say I didn't study well... KNNCCB!!! I always do the software question la, always pass la CB!!! He already expected i will fail in the early time... o0o

Afternoon stay at home play computer loh... Nothing else can do, no mood to do back the software question that day... Then chat with my gf, told her i failed the exam... She also feel sad for me, LOLx... So i just try to forget never happend before... And try my 2nd time for it...

At night, went go Desa Park City for dinner at the steamboat restaurant... I saw a boy, he wore those shoes like girls... Erm, means like the shoe he wearing is with those leopard fur or skin... Watever la, DAMN GAY nia~

After had my dinner while waiting for my parents for them to finish, i went for a walk around the lake... Saw alot couples hanging around there especially then bench... I had accidentally disturb 2 couples...

1st one, i did not know what was that couple doing, it was like touching each other and trying to kiss, something like that... Not really sure because it was to dark to see clearly a night... Went i pass them, I realise they immediately stop what they were doing and pretend they were just chit chating... Hahaxx, i feel sorry i disturb them for their romantic time together >.<

2nd one, there was an uncle and auntie with one of their puppy on the bench... The uncle hugging the auntie loh, when they know someone was coming that is me, the auntie immediately stand up from the bench and do some excercise... (pretending i guess) Hahaxx... Very sorry ya ^^

Feel kinda jealous of them, next time i can drive sure bring my gf go there already... Hehexx~ While i was walking back to the restaurant, I saw Wai Hoe and Siow Kuan together... HOR!!! Come here to pak tor lah~ I suddenly imagine what are they going to do le... Hahaxx XD~ Saw Junior Teh and Mun Kuen too if i'm not wrong...

When into the Jusco supermarket to bought somethings... Most of it is mine~ Hahaxx, bought drinks and snacks loh... (especially POCKY!!! Addicted to Shiki Senri reaction from Vampire Knight Season 2 anime... I want Rima Tooya feed me too...) LOLx XD

Then went home online, play game... 1st time my gf called me so long about 2 hours on the phone with her... Felt happy for it, sometimes she will chu lu and her temper not so good... Hope she can change it for me~ Hehexx... Love you bao bei~ Muackx...

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Morning till Night~

Today morning went for a visit at our secondary school with some friends... First teacher we met was Pn.Wong~ So happy to see her, she was a very good teacher although she was kinda scary when we first met her during form 4... Hahaxx~

2nd teacher was Pn.Too, she was our class teacher for 2 years during form4 and form5 moments... Our days together were fun and enjoy... She was very friendly but sometimes she will can't control her anger... She very easily to get angry de... During class time we also will talk about our secret and hers... We chat with her at the Dewan Terbuka... Had some jokes too... Some of the girls gave her a goodbye hug...

3rd teacher was En.Yoges~ He is our Bahasa Melayu teacher during form 5... He know how to listened to chinese but never heard him said b4... He always pretend that he don't understand... Hahaxx~ Sometimes i do see him get pissed off but her will never scold or shout at us... Nice~

We did greet few other teachers that we know... Lots of teacher were suprise that we came to school for a visit... As usual the headmaster came and called us... She said "We appreciate that you all came to visit back the school but you still have to follow the rules in this school... You can't just merayau-rayau everywhere and can't go to the classes..." (she said until "yat gao gao").... We all just say "ok ok we understand"... Then she still want replied us that say we don't understand... WTF!!! She called Pn.Goh to translate to us.... SOHAI la~ We understand la bodoh!!!

Then we went kepong to accompany chun seng, jia yie and sim yee for interview for their new job... It is a sports shop, salary RM750 per month... WTF!!! Chicken feet lah~ I work other shop also better than that... Finally they rejected the offer~

After that, had our lunch nearby at a restaurant called "Sai Kong", i think... That weng kai was our boss... He helped us to ordered the food and he ordered 6 dishes... WALAO!!! So many, but finally we also finished it... Total payment is RM150 and there was 10 of us... Each person RM15 loh... Quite full le... That fish he ordered damn big, he really know how to order good food~




Later on, we decided to go weng kai house for MahJong~ At first chun seng want play, then when reached already he said he lazy already then don't 1 play but let people scold jor then force to play... Hahaxx... Everyone played MahJong, there was two table, one is for gambling and another is just for fun... I did not gamble because no money... So just play for fun~

All went home but i still have to go out with my cousin for dinner for Thai food... Kim Yee always zat me while eating... Say I boy cannot eat spicy thing so malu... WTF!!! I was not trained lah ok... The food at the Thai restaurant really damn hot and spicy... The sotong just 1 bite, reach half of my spicy limit le, that 1 still ok... The fish just 1 bite, i quite drink water jor~ DAMN spicy leh... Face red jor and keep sweating... Only ate the chicken and vegetable that is not spicy loh... Yi Wen also same with me cannot eat spicy food... Kim Yee like to talk so much but i like it, to keep us entertain~

We went for a drink at Metro Prima, Pearl Tea (珍珠奶茶)... We ordered, then each drink had a cartoon picture of an singer or actor at the cover... Some get Aron Kwok, Jolin Tsai, Obama and somemore la~ That Kim Yee get is Jolin Tsai, she said she don't 1 this and she want is Lin Zhi Ling... LOLx!!! She explained why she want her, she want the cartoon of Lin Zhi Ling breast show bigger on the sticker then can poke the straw in through the left and the right breast... Poke it in hard and make the drink shows that is flowing out from the straw that is from Lin Zhi Ling breast... Hahaxx!!! Add-on still want the Pearl (珍珠) shoot out from the straw... I let her zadao~

It was Kim Yee's birthday so bought her a cake, then celebrated with her.... She like to say alot fei hua that will make us laugh and keep repeating that Lin Zhi Ling name... She also call us to plan go Port Dickson together... LOLx!!! Everyone sure think, (wah, she very sot already).... When she laugh, her sound was like those evil girl laugh... She keep on laughing and making jokes, she was so in a high mode~ I think the cake or drink had accidentally added in some alcohol... HAHAxx!!! We also follow her laugh loh... I laughed until my stomache started to feel pain...

On our way home, Kim Yee still in the car laugh and talk about Lin Zhi Ling.... Aiyo... Her laugh voice were so loud and it is still in the car... There is echo in the car of her voice... We passed by a PappaRich cafe, my cousin said 1 of her drink was nice... But Kim Yee rejected and she rather go mamak stall order for a drink, Milo ice mau milo "gao gao"~ She said cheap and nice... Zadao!!!

Finally reached home I were so exhausted... Went for a bath then called my gf... Chat with her on the phone... Started to love her deeper and deeper... Although sometimes her attitude not so good la, sometimes will "chu lu" and naughty in some certain bad things loh... Not i want to say her bad lah, but i hope she can change abit loh... But i really still love her very much...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Bored~

Today morning at first decided to go to PapaRich to look if there is any job but canceled le because no transport to go... Maybe this thursday going with Wei Lam...

Afternoon fix my computer then play computer... Wanted to go out yum cah with some friends but most of them busy... Aiks~ Lots of them went to work, Some don't have money to go out and some lazy or not free loh...

Sms and called my gf after she finish her school for today... She called me to speak cantonese with her but i did not cause not used to it... Then she told me next time loh~ She prefer to speak cantonese wor...

Later on, I was watching Vampire Knight Season 2 half way then suddenly thunderstorm raining... Have to off the computer before it get strike by lightning... Then nothing i can do so i went to sleep... Before i went and have a nap, i was asking myself, am I a very bored person to chat with? (i guess so)...

When my mom woke me up, i tought it was already morning... I almost forgotten i have to take my dinner later... Hahaxx... So bored~

Monday, January 4, 2010

So many dreams in 1 night~

1st dream, there is Wei Yang and Yee Yan... I don't remember what were we talking about... But suddenly i saw them cosplaying... WTF!!! Wei Yang cosplay as Edward Elric from Full Metal Alchemist... Then Yee Yan cosplay as Sakura from Naruto... Hahaxx... Wei Yang's cosplay most weird because suddenly short hair become long hair... Not used to it bah... I think i had this dream because I saw Wei Yang and his family when i was having my dinner same place with him...


2nd dream, i went back to my Primary School that is Sekolah Sri Bestari... I did not know why i went there, just saw a few aunties that I had known... Saw 1 of my friends mother, said hi to her then pass by her liao... When i was passing by her, heard she said i leng zai and become more fair liao... Hahaxx... Perasannya~ Maybe because last time i always play football under the sun until tanned skin colour liao... I had this dream maybe because that day want to have gathering but all not free so canceled already...

3rd dream, it was about baking... At first we baked a cup cake then feel bored with it already... So we decided to bake chocolate cookies... Did not taste it because it was just a dream.... Finish baking le then woke up from the dream... Hehexx...

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Wasai~

Dunno what happened to me tonight... Keep doing different emotion and do some small kids things... I went to the hospital to visit my grandfather today, I was too bored and I was doing those thing to keep me occupied... Hahaxx... Weird le~

I heard the nurse conversation... They said "Barbie Doll" memang macam "BABI"... LOL!!! Nice... There is a few vending machine, i wanted to hacked it but forgotten the code... Give chance to the vending machine this time... Hahax...

Dunno why nowadays wanted to look for a job to do... Sienz lah at home... I know promoter high salary but i don't feel like talking... I prefer to be a waiter and key in data job... Hehexx...

*(Yesterday Note)
Last night went to my little cousin house awhile... My first step into the house, saw them playing MahJong tiles... WTF!!! So young already want to start play... Still in primary school, she keep calling me not to tell her parents... Geng~

Luckily they did not really know how to play... And they keep begging me to teach them... My parents saved me from the situation... I went home early... Hahaxx...

Friday, January 1, 2010

New Year Eve~

Cynthia's mum fetch me to 1u... Went there for movies and snooker... Almost same like christmas eve that day loh... Group keep splitting up, sienz...

Then we walked to the curve and had our dinner there, McDonald... It was so crowded with people... Damn lots of malay people, hate it!!! I very dulan malays... Can also say as racist...

Then i meet chun seng's family at the cinema in cineleisure... Chat with ying ying, she always like to bit me, i also dunno why... At first i was very happy that when i know that my gf is coming to celebrate with me... And it turn up making me dissapointed...

1st message she wrote "she arrived already"... I was so excited.... 2nd message "now i go back already"... I was like WTF??? Why come liao then go back... She told me that her parents feel that the curve is very crowded, so decided to go mont kiara to celebrate....

She was very angry and upset but I try to "tam " her loh... But i failed, when she angry, she don't like people to kacau her and want to be alone de... So she told me she will sms me later when she is ok... Haiz... My wish did not come true after all...

Before she came, my friends decided to go Desa Park City because they feel bored at the curve... I stayed at the curve because i want to be with my gf very much... Because i called her to come celebrate with me de... Finally everything end up nothing...

Some of my friends also did stayed up in the curve because it will be very traffic jam on the road to desa park city... I heard from those friends that went there had alot fun there and majority is chinese people... Shit nia~

So just continue and played at the curve.... As usual, ah boon become the first 1 to lead the way to spray people with the foam canned... Majority he always let people spray back the most.... There was 1 time, he was so brave, he did not notice he went all alone... We was laughing at the back looking at 6 ppl bullying him 1 ppl... Hahaxx...

I did not see much of the fireworks because i stand at the wrong position... Sienz... Then they say to meet at the Al-safa mamak stall to have some tea... We took taxi there it was so cheap... The taxi driver used the meter in the midnight le, first time went back to bandar sri damansara RM20 for 4 person... Each person RM5... Cheap!!!

At Al-safa, i tried the "shu ka"... Something like smoking but not and it is not really very shuang only... Taste abit like chewing gum... Overall i only spent RM20 for that day....

Haiz... Worst celebration for me in 2009~ It won't happend again in 2010!!! Right here wishing everyone Happy New Year 2010!!!!