Long time no update, pai seh~

Part 1

Nowadays i didn't update blog le... Actually wanted to, but sometimes when feel like update blog sure will feel lazy or forgotten~ Haha XD... Alot of things happend lately there is sad a happy loh....

Although we had graduated from secondary school, but we do still keep in touch with each other... Inviting each other to come for gathering, hang out, etc... I feel like we are a family...

We usually go out for movies, dinner together (ordering dishes, eat rice....like eating with family members), go have a walk, "yum cah" and play games loh....

*We usually go to Yuki Restaurant at BSD or around kepong area for dinner...
*Went to Desa Park City for a walk, see leng zai and leng lui, kacau those couple (just looking at them and make them feel awkward such as singing some songs to them... Muahahaha!!!)...
*Go to pasar malam buy things together (we saw so many stalls selling porn cd's) LOLX....
*Go to Al-safa at BSD (mamak stall) for yum cah and play card games... Especially poker~ Nice to play....

Is fun and relax to see each other sometimes~ Feel more comfortable and won't feel bored and lonely...



Part 2

On 26 January, went out to Time Square and Sungai Wang with Chun Yin and Wee Li... They invited me to go buy new year clothes with them wor~ Since i nothing to do then just go loh...

I did not really ate much for breakfast and it was a rush for me cause the suddenly call me when i just woke up... Ate a little then went out already.... Went to alot of shops, giving each other opinion on the clothes, and suddenly i feel hungry.... So i told them i want to go KFC for lunch...

We sat down and chit chat loh... Chun Yin feel something weird about me that day, he asked me why am I keep laughing when we chat... I also did feel a little weird, i replied him "maybe is because they put something into the chicken"... LOLx~ On the spot i was like non-stop laughing... Seriously, i'm not doing it on purpose...

Continue shopping~ Chun Yin saw a baby milo jacket it was really nice and expensive, RM100... He think quite a long time while going on other shops for jacket... Finally he bought it, i had already told him that it is worth it to buy since you really like it so much, don't compare with the price...

Finally we bought out clothes and went for dinner at some building called Lot10 food court... Chun Yin said it is nice, so just go ahead... The environment was nice but the food was like ok loh, 7 out of 10....

Wee Li had to leave us and follow his parents to "Chi Cheong Gai".... At first we wanted to follow too but no he can't fetch us home... Then nvm loh, chun yin and I went home after dinner... We were exhausted and tired...

During that they we said that "we can tell our parents that we ate alot today and it was FOC!!!"... Haha XD (Seafood = LalaZai and LalaMui)... Some were hot but some overdo it~ But i still prefer girls without make up... Natural~



Part 3

On 28 January, i broke up with my girlfriend... I'm the one who said break up... She also told me that she had already want to broke up with me earlier "just dunno how to say it to me"... (erm, i think i get it)

Why i broke up with her?

I don't really get the really true love feelings from her... Seriously saying, i'm not playing her feelings... On the first start i be with her i had just a little feeling... She did also told me that, at the first place she did not had any feeling being my gf but slowly she did...

At first, our relationship were quite fun and i feel touched that she wrote a note with my name on it and a picture of her with our name... But slowly everything is like getting less...

Usually couple call each other it will be like a long things to talk especially when they can't meet each other for a certain time (they can talk about their lifes right now).... But mine is like very different.... I always called her and she very seldom call me (example like i call her 15 times and she called me 4 times)...

I know that many people of you will think that boy should always called the girl... Sometimes boys do really feel uncomfortable too... OK, i give an example

*When a boys want to called her gf, he will surely call
*But why when girls want to talked with they boys, she must called the boy to call her le... Why can't the girl just call the boy straight away if she really wants it...

I feel that this is much more better... I understand the girl want to listen to her bf voice but why is the conversation is like "(Name of the bf), can you called me? I want to chat/ or listen to your voice le... So miss you"... Something like that =.=

I really hope girls can make their moves more just as same as the guys do... Unless there is some acceptable reason loh... Sorry for being so "gek" or "gan jiong" about this...

Another reason i broke up with her is we seldom have a topic to chat with each other... Most of the time i had to find a topic to chat... Everytime i chat with her on the phone, we like had to stop a while and think of a topic to chat... I feel like so awkward you know... First time having this time of conversation on the phone...

Nvm, most of the the time she replied my question during sms and on the phone with these single words...

* Haha
* Ooo
* Enen (most common)
* Har?
* Hehe
* Yes
* No
* Dunno
* Suan liao (in chinese, she always like to use this too)

Seriously, i kinda feel bored and feel so cold... Make me always had to end the topic and no topic to chat already... Kinda frustrated about this...

Another problem is, i don't really feel that she really cared about me very much... I feel like i'm not that important to her as a bf... Sometimes she will just like suddenly never replied your message for 30mins, 1hour, 5hour, 10hour.... Happend before ok...

She always keep things by herself (problems she facing).... She won't at least tell me she had to do something that will take quite a long time before she can chat with me... Not even a short message... She will just suddenly disappeared, no reply...

I was like so worried about her that something might happend to her...
After i were so worried, she told me

*Went to sleep
*Doing house chores
*No credit (acceptable but always very fast finish)
*Not in a good mood (i thought usually these time, will need someone to comfort her and listen to what she had to say)

Sometimes when she cry or feel sad, she won't tell me... She said "i don't 1 you to worried so much"... You don't tell me i feel more worried.... I don't really get what she thinking all the time...

Something i really get very frustrated that is other boys around her... She told me there were some boys were want to chase her... At first i tought it was like 1 or 2... Ok lo, but she told me is 3 to 5....

After few weeks, the amount change to 6 to 8... WTF!!! Doesn't mean she told them the guys that she had already got a bf i will feel better straight away... There will always be an image and bad feeling of it...

Lately, she treated me very very cold... She find her friends to chat more than me... And there was 1 guys always called her at night too... DAMN!!! Got angry, tried to control and forgive her... Told her how was i feeling and told her what i wanted from her... She did not change and i feel uncomfortable of it anymore...

So I decided to broke up with her... After i broke up with her, she told me she feel sad and cried... Then yesterday chat with her, suddenly she got find a few topics to chat with me... So now, we were just friends....

(If you think that i'm a playboy, playing her feelings, keep blaming her, i'm a jerk, and its all my fault, i don't mind... I can say that i treated in relationship seriously if nothing makes me feel uncomfortable after being in it...)

Sorry.... And thanks~