Lazy to post blog already....
I will post when i feel like it bah~
Sorry...
Grafity
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Heartless?
Today i saw something that really damn beh song... My usual gang of friend did not invite me out... Not even a message or asking me personally whether wanted to go out with them or not...
WTF!!! They went out without inviting me.... Then i found out that, they even invited some people that don't really/seldom go out with our gang... I always go out with them they never invite me... They had already know i always free de la...
Diu nia seng~
Mou lan yi hei~
Call this friend?
KNNCCB!!!
I treat you all got yi hei then you all never appreciate it... And think i don't exist is it...
Don't tell me you forgotten to invite me.... LAME!!! Sohai!!!
WTF!!! They went out without inviting me.... Then i found out that, they even invited some people that don't really/seldom go out with our gang... I always go out with them they never invite me... They had already know i always free de la...
Diu nia seng~
Mou lan yi hei~
Call this friend?
KNNCCB!!!
I treat you all got yi hei then you all never appreciate it... And think i don't exist is it...
Don't tell me you forgotten to invite me.... LAME!!! Sohai!!!
10 February 2010
Ate Char Kuey Teow for breakfast... Damn freaking spicy~ My person cook/gave the wrong 1 to my mom i think... Just ate 3 quarter, is not so nice also... Then play computer until the afternoon...
Went out for lunch at "Woh Kei" restaurant... Saw Long Huat's family members... Saw a few secondary students... No leng lui geh~ Haha XD.... After having my lunch, went to Xuan house...
My parents drop me at Xuan house, when i wanted to text her that i reach her house already, i saw a text message from her... She said canceled~ WTF!!! My parents went off already... Haiz then decided to go Chun Ren house to wait for my mom to come and fetch me when she is going out later to fetch my cousin home from school...
When i was at Chun Ren house, i played his computer and PSP awhile... Then chat with him just a little... Sad-nya he cannot leave the house due to his parents... So my mom came and I went home...
Reached home online awhile then took a nap... So boring the whole day.... Almost everyday doing the same thing... Then go to lowyat forum to look for PSP 2nd hand... Get a nice deal... Going to COD with him tomorrow... Hope is not a "conman" and the things is real and good...
Went out for lunch at "Woh Kei" restaurant... Saw Long Huat's family members... Saw a few secondary students... No leng lui geh~ Haha XD.... After having my lunch, went to Xuan house...
My parents drop me at Xuan house, when i wanted to text her that i reach her house already, i saw a text message from her... She said canceled~ WTF!!! My parents went off already... Haiz then decided to go Chun Ren house to wait for my mom to come and fetch me when she is going out later to fetch my cousin home from school...
When i was at Chun Ren house, i played his computer and PSP awhile... Then chat with him just a little... Sad-nya he cannot leave the house due to his parents... So my mom came and I went home...
Reached home online awhile then took a nap... So boring the whole day.... Almost everyday doing the same thing... Then go to lowyat forum to look for PSP 2nd hand... Get a nice deal... Going to COD with him tomorrow... Hope is not a "conman" and the things is real and good...
9 February 2010 (Late Post)
In afternoon went to the "Curl and Dye" saloon to meet my friends and wanted to cut my hair... Ling and Mervin where there already, they said they reached there around 11am... So early~
Ling dye's her hair into brown colour... She wanted dunno want colour called "Duck Shit Green" (read it in cantonese)... I was like "har???"... What is that colour~ NVM... Then Mervin went to straighten his hair (fringe only) and cut a little too...
Then my turn to cut my hair loh... Felt more comfortable and like it, before i cut my hair was hard to style nia~ It was thick and long... Now is different, hehe ^^ Cheng Yong suddenly came to the saloon to meet us... While waiting for us, he was playing Mervin's PSP, Tekken 6 game... He play dao so pek cek... Hahaxx, he pek cek because he cannot win the boss....
Later on, Cheng Yong drove Ling and Me to pick up Xuan and Genee from their house... Mervin went to his gf house alone... After 5 minutes Genee get on the car, her face started to look pale and she said she feel like fainting and vomiting... So decided to fetch her home right away... (she get well already after seing the doctor)
After Cheng Yong drop us at the BSD club, he went back to the saloon to cut his hair... I did not know why he didn't want to cut just now with us... When we was at the club, the stupid KNS club staff don't let us dance in the ping pong room... Xuan said they anti us jor... Haha XD~ So can't do anything and just wait for mervin loh...
While waiting, we went to the gym and Xuan wanted to do some exercise (keeping fit wor)... Then suddenly Ling said that she had to leave the club at 3pm... Aiks!!! Cheng Yong came back to BSD club to had lunch and i accompany him loh.... After Ling left, we all left the club too...
The whole training for today cancel... Now our day i guess... Haiz... Went back home just on the computer... My father came home then scolded me... I did not told him i used his phone and the bills were high... Made few long calls to my gf that time... (now is my ex jor)
At night chat with Ling alot privacy the thing... She asked me 1 question "you pak tor how many time b4?"... I tried to get away from the question but kena tangkap by her and let her scold me "sei yeh"... Haha XD
I wanted to try see can run away or not but cannot... Then keep on chatting with her the whole night yesterday.... She made me happy that night.... She is a good friend to me...
I think that's all for that day....
Ling dye's her hair into brown colour... She wanted dunno want colour called "Duck Shit Green" (read it in cantonese)... I was like "har???"... What is that colour~ NVM... Then Mervin went to straighten his hair (fringe only) and cut a little too...
Then my turn to cut my hair loh... Felt more comfortable and like it, before i cut my hair was hard to style nia~ It was thick and long... Now is different, hehe ^^ Cheng Yong suddenly came to the saloon to meet us... While waiting for us, he was playing Mervin's PSP, Tekken 6 game... He play dao so pek cek... Hahaxx, he pek cek because he cannot win the boss....
Later on, Cheng Yong drove Ling and Me to pick up Xuan and Genee from their house... Mervin went to his gf house alone... After 5 minutes Genee get on the car, her face started to look pale and she said she feel like fainting and vomiting... So decided to fetch her home right away... (she get well already after seing the doctor)
After Cheng Yong drop us at the BSD club, he went back to the saloon to cut his hair... I did not know why he didn't want to cut just now with us... When we was at the club, the stupid KNS club staff don't let us dance in the ping pong room... Xuan said they anti us jor... Haha XD~ So can't do anything and just wait for mervin loh...
While waiting, we went to the gym and Xuan wanted to do some exercise (keeping fit wor)... Then suddenly Ling said that she had to leave the club at 3pm... Aiks!!! Cheng Yong came back to BSD club to had lunch and i accompany him loh.... After Ling left, we all left the club too...
The whole training for today cancel... Now our day i guess... Haiz... Went back home just on the computer... My father came home then scolded me... I did not told him i used his phone and the bills were high... Made few long calls to my gf that time... (now is my ex jor)
At night chat with Ling alot privacy the thing... She asked me 1 question "you pak tor how many time b4?"... I tried to get away from the question but kena tangkap by her and let her scold me "sei yeh"... Haha XD
I wanted to try see can run away or not but cannot... Then keep on chatting with her the whole night yesterday.... She made me happy that night.... She is a good friend to me...
I think that's all for that day....
Monday, February 8, 2010
New Friends?
Woke up early in the morning with my eyes -.- (Haha XD)
First thing to do is drink a cup of water... (i'm following the rules, last time i don't drink)
So on, continue~
Get ready for dance training
I kena scolded by Xuan~ (grumble because i was late...)
Sorry lu Xuan.... Waiting for transport ma...
While waiting for Mervin, i was listening to music on my phone...
GeNee almost sat on my phone!!!
*Faint*
is my lame excuse but is true
Mervin came, and i learned something new from him~
Genee made cookies for us to eat...
She said happy valentine day to me, in my mind was like stunned for 1sec...
Cause nobody said that to me b4 face to face...
LOLx, GENEE!!! You took my first time....
joking~
Dance~ dance~ dance~
Suddenly all became so quiet doing their own thing...
I was just laying on the floor...
Then all started to chat....
Laugh~ laugh~ laugh~
Mervin hit the genee toe today.... (by accident)
Sakit-nia~
Ouch!!!
Sometimes i don't understand their conversation because i just know them and they did some activities outside loh... (i'm not there~)
I was like Huh???
But i try to understand and listened to what they said loh....
I wanted to join the conversation and make people laughs too~
But i did not know what to say and where to start with...
Sad~
I guess they feel that i'm a quite person sitting there...
I felt that too la~
This is my beginning going to dance life?
My beginning making new friends?
Trying to get closer with them?
Hope it will get better and better...
And hope this is not the "START" and the "LAST"....
p/s LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
First thing to do is drink a cup of water... (i'm following the rules, last time i don't drink)
So on, continue~
Get ready for dance training
I kena scolded by Xuan~ (grumble because i was late...)
Sorry lu Xuan.... Waiting for transport ma...
While waiting for Mervin, i was listening to music on my phone...
GeNee almost sat on my phone!!!
*Faint*
is my lame excuse but is true
Mervin came, and i learned something new from him~
Genee made cookies for us to eat...
She said happy valentine day to me, in my mind was like stunned for 1sec...
Cause nobody said that to me b4 face to face...
LOLx, GENEE!!! You took my first time....
joking~
Dance~ dance~ dance~
Suddenly all became so quiet doing their own thing...
I was just laying on the floor...
Then all started to chat....
Laugh~ laugh~ laugh~
Mervin hit the genee toe today.... (by accident)
Sakit-nia~
Ouch!!!
Sometimes i don't understand their conversation because i just know them and they did some activities outside loh... (i'm not there~)
I was like Huh???
But i try to understand and listened to what they said loh....
I wanted to join the conversation and make people laughs too~
But i did not know what to say and where to start with...
Sad~
I guess they feel that i'm a quite person sitting there...
I felt that too la~
This is my beginning going to dance life?
My beginning making new friends?
Trying to get closer with them?
Hope it will get better and better...
And hope this is not the "START" and the "LAST"....
p/s LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
Friday, February 5, 2010
Eeee.... Late post~
Yesterday was my third day... I just listen what to the teacher say and almost the whole part i copy the solutions script only... Sienz~ I guess i'm not interested and I don't had the fate with it...
After my course went straight to BSD club for dancing practice... It was my first time feel so comfortable together dancing... I tried to make all the moves i want and tried to think of some new ones... It was hot and tiring... Took a picture of our crew but 1 of it went to Kuantan already... So, is only 5 of us in the picture...
Went home after training, it was raining heavily... That genee zat me today... Say i skinny should eat more nia.... I no comment.... Suddenly she called tse yau to go to his car with a small leaf on his head to cover him... Then Genee started to laugh on her own until her was so red~ I started to laugh too due to her reaction... Her laughing was weird but funny... Haha XD
Reached home, first thing to do is on the computer for AFK then bath... I was so tired and went to bed early yesterday (around 12.30am, usually 1-3am).... Hahaxx....
Today is my last day for programming course and finally is over le... Damn freaking boring~ I don't think i wanted to see those code again anymore.... But in the college the course i'm going to take there is a topic that i had already learn during the course... I hope it will be easy for me that time....
Stay at home so sienz le... Nothing to do, just can online and listen music... I'm addicted to Benny Benassi music, Sweet Dreams... While listening keep thinking the "Body Rocks Crew" steps with the music... Damn AWESOME!!! Trying to choreograph it now... This is the video:
I injured my knee due to yesterday training at BSD club... I was pushing myself to do a good knee spin... DAMN!!! Hope it get well soon.... Bored nia~ I want to go out with friends.... Anywhere as long it is out of the house.... This sunday wanted to go Kepong Pasar Malam... Anyone interested?
AHHH!!!!!!!! OUT OF THE HOUSE PLS!!!!
*WTF!!! I saw her picture with her bf i so freaking "sakit hati" and i did not know why altough we broke up quite long ago~
After my course went straight to BSD club for dancing practice... It was my first time feel so comfortable together dancing... I tried to make all the moves i want and tried to think of some new ones... It was hot and tiring... Took a picture of our crew but 1 of it went to Kuantan already... So, is only 5 of us in the picture...
Went home after training, it was raining heavily... That genee zat me today... Say i skinny should eat more nia.... I no comment.... Suddenly she called tse yau to go to his car with a small leaf on his head to cover him... Then Genee started to laugh on her own until her was so red~ I started to laugh too due to her reaction... Her laughing was weird but funny... Haha XD
Reached home, first thing to do is on the computer for AFK then bath... I was so tired and went to bed early yesterday (around 12.30am, usually 1-3am).... Hahaxx....
Today is my last day for programming course and finally is over le... Damn freaking boring~ I don't think i wanted to see those code again anymore.... But in the college the course i'm going to take there is a topic that i had already learn during the course... I hope it will be easy for me that time....
Stay at home so sienz le... Nothing to do, just can online and listen music... I'm addicted to Benny Benassi music, Sweet Dreams... While listening keep thinking the "Body Rocks Crew" steps with the music... Damn AWESOME!!! Trying to choreograph it now... This is the video:
I injured my knee due to yesterday training at BSD club... I was pushing myself to do a good knee spin... DAMN!!! Hope it get well soon.... Bored nia~ I want to go out with friends.... Anywhere as long it is out of the house.... This sunday wanted to go Kepong Pasar Malam... Anyone interested?
AHHH!!!!!!!! OUT OF THE HOUSE PLS!!!!
*WTF!!! I saw her picture with her bf i so freaking "sakit hati" and i did not know why altough we broke up quite long ago~
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
!@#$%&*
2nd Day of Java Fundamental Programming Course, another boring day.... Every time theory mode i sure feel like sleeping, did not know why my eyes feel very dry (eyes keep blinking).... When it comes to practical mode, i'm active already but did not know how to do most of the time... I'm just copying the teacher information in the projector nia~
The another student got experience in programming before mah, sure easy to him loh cause almost similiar mah... The teacher and and him keep talking programs, i was so blur to listen to their conversation so i decided just to ignore them and do my own work... Hate this situation... Ate lunch alone also, boring dao... Lucky there was 1 leng lui and a music shop beside the restoran i went... Can gap lui, listen music and eat lunch at the same time....
10.30am-3pm do nothing in the class... Just online nia~ If there was a bed i already sleep for that few hours... I was damn tired and sleepy.... Wanted to play dota but after install Garena, the error "debugging" keep come out... Cannot log in, WTF!!! Nothing can do la... Only can watch videos...
I kena bully by programmers... Both of them keep saying easy, i still fresh de la... How to ikut so fast... Never let us try using other information on the same method... Haiz, nvm la.... Just ignore it and fast fast finish just to take the certificate la.... Anyway free MILO to drink... I just keep taking it, it is a vending machine... So just wait for the drink to be served...
Raining heavily, so first thing reached home is sleep... Nothing else, not even bother to bath first... Freaking tired.... Oh ya, last night i remembered when i was sleeping... I realised that i was laughing while sleeping... Forgotten what was i laughing... When i woke up in the middle of the night (when i realised i was laughing), i smiled at myself and shook my head a bit then went back to sleep... Haha XD...
Woke up for dinner, feel like continue to sleep but i know i can't... So go for a bath, eat dinner, online, watch video.... Luckily the video made me laughed, i really like that "We Got Married" korean reality show... It is the two singer Jo Kwon (2AM) and Ga-in (Brown Eyed Girls).... Their actions and conversation were very nice... Love it so much... Hope it happend to me in real life with my girlfriend bah.... There were a few past touching and i learned something new...
Suddenly felt moody... Find someone to chat and comfort me... I was so serious to her, she like play play... Aiya, fine la~ I also don't 1 to force you, i just be alone la... Almost wanted to cry...
Haiz, why is my heart so weak le... I'm so easily get influenced by other people's feeling... I understand people's feeling but the don't understand mine... Why should this happend.... I get nothing... Only I can help them but nobody tries to help me and understand with it... EMO!!!!
Q1)Am I a very bad person?
Q2)I want LC and fierce face is it?
Q3)You think i very hurt people's feeling with words?
Q4)You feel that there is nothing to chat about?
Q5)I'm a boring person?
Actually i wanted to share everything with friends de la.... I realised that i'm like being someone's part time lover or part time friend... WTF!!! I'm not purposely being negatively and not trying to get "kesian" from people ok... I seriously felt this way... Sorry for everything if i really did those things...
A1)I don't think i am... I can be very nice and be very bad...
A2)I was born with a face like that
A3)I do realised that sometimes, trying to change... Give me some time pls... Thanks
A4)Sometimes i will find a topic to chat... But i don't really like you guys just reply me with just a single word... It will immediately stops the conversation.... I tried to share things with you all and elaborate them out if i can....
A5)Kinda, but i can be fun too if we cooperate with each other if you don't mind being in different situation such as childish actions, cooperating language and etc...
Which everything can change to a nice...
What i know is, true friend will try to sacrifice a little thing to make their friends happy... Such as money, time, items... Altought will feel not comfortable with it, but good result came, you will feel satisfied with it and worth it for doing it... And don't do things just on purposely when you not willing to do so... It will not show your sincerely side... Don't think in a negative way... Hope this will works...
The another student got experience in programming before mah, sure easy to him loh cause almost similiar mah... The teacher and and him keep talking programs, i was so blur to listen to their conversation so i decided just to ignore them and do my own work... Hate this situation... Ate lunch alone also, boring dao... Lucky there was 1 leng lui and a music shop beside the restoran i went... Can gap lui, listen music and eat lunch at the same time....
10.30am-3pm do nothing in the class... Just online nia~ If there was a bed i already sleep for that few hours... I was damn tired and sleepy.... Wanted to play dota but after install Garena, the error "debugging" keep come out... Cannot log in, WTF!!! Nothing can do la... Only can watch videos...
I kena bully by programmers... Both of them keep saying easy, i still fresh de la... How to ikut so fast... Never let us try using other information on the same method... Haiz, nvm la.... Just ignore it and fast fast finish just to take the certificate la.... Anyway free MILO to drink... I just keep taking it, it is a vending machine... So just wait for the drink to be served...
Raining heavily, so first thing reached home is sleep... Nothing else, not even bother to bath first... Freaking tired.... Oh ya, last night i remembered when i was sleeping... I realised that i was laughing while sleeping... Forgotten what was i laughing... When i woke up in the middle of the night (when i realised i was laughing), i smiled at myself and shook my head a bit then went back to sleep... Haha XD...
Woke up for dinner, feel like continue to sleep but i know i can't... So go for a bath, eat dinner, online, watch video.... Luckily the video made me laughed, i really like that "We Got Married" korean reality show... It is the two singer Jo Kwon (2AM) and Ga-in (Brown Eyed Girls).... Their actions and conversation were very nice... Love it so much... Hope it happend to me in real life with my girlfriend bah.... There were a few past touching and i learned something new...
Suddenly felt moody... Find someone to chat and comfort me... I was so serious to her, she like play play... Aiya, fine la~ I also don't 1 to force you, i just be alone la... Almost wanted to cry...
Haiz, why is my heart so weak le... I'm so easily get influenced by other people's feeling... I understand people's feeling but the don't understand mine... Why should this happend.... I get nothing... Only I can help them but nobody tries to help me and understand with it... EMO!!!!
Q1)Am I a very bad person?
Q2)I want LC and fierce face is it?
Q3)You think i very hurt people's feeling with words?
Q4)You feel that there is nothing to chat about?
Q5)I'm a boring person?
Actually i wanted to share everything with friends de la.... I realised that i'm like being someone's part time lover or part time friend... WTF!!! I'm not purposely being negatively and not trying to get "kesian" from people ok... I seriously felt this way... Sorry for everything if i really did those things...
A1)I don't think i am... I can be very nice and be very bad...
A2)I was born with a face like that
A3)I do realised that sometimes, trying to change... Give me some time pls... Thanks
A4)Sometimes i will find a topic to chat... But i don't really like you guys just reply me with just a single word... It will immediately stops the conversation.... I tried to share things with you all and elaborate them out if i can....
A5)Kinda, but i can be fun too if we cooperate with each other if you don't mind being in different situation such as childish actions, cooperating language and etc...
Which everything can change to a nice...
What i know is, true friend will try to sacrifice a little thing to make their friends happy... Such as money, time, items... Altought will feel not comfortable with it, but good result came, you will feel satisfied with it and worth it for doing it... And don't do things just on purposely when you not willing to do so... It will not show your sincerely side... Don't think in a negative way... Hope this will works...
Sienz ahh!!!!!!!!
This morning woke up early in the morning prepare to go for first day programming course... I was the first one to arrive... WTF!!! I go ever couse also i'm the first 1 to arrived...
Then found out only 3 students.... At first i tought there was 1 girl and 1 malay boy, end out the girl was an OLD MAN (40+ years old)... The malay guy did not show up... So the class only 3 ppl include the teacher and me...
The class was so boring... I think during the whole theory part i was just moving my head up and down with my eyes half closing... The practical i still had problems with it cause can't catch up... Don't really understand and always got error... Trying to be fast and sharp...
The teacher asked me a question "are you still with me?" I replied her "i don't think so".... Everyone laughed... When is going to end i was so happy, finally can go home....
Slept in the car while going home... Oh ya, the course is at Amcorp Mall... At night went out for yum cah with friend at Al-safa... Play poker and chat with them.... Some of them working at the Tesco shopping centre... They said they always saw alot aunties around there and saw 1 leng lui once only... Haha XD
Finally go back home and made this post... Night~
Then found out only 3 students.... At first i tought there was 1 girl and 1 malay boy, end out the girl was an OLD MAN (40+ years old)... The malay guy did not show up... So the class only 3 ppl include the teacher and me...
The class was so boring... I think during the whole theory part i was just moving my head up and down with my eyes half closing... The practical i still had problems with it cause can't catch up... Don't really understand and always got error... Trying to be fast and sharp...
The teacher asked me a question "are you still with me?" I replied her "i don't think so".... Everyone laughed... When is going to end i was so happy, finally can go home....
Slept in the car while going home... Oh ya, the course is at Amcorp Mall... At night went out for yum cah with friend at Al-safa... Play poker and chat with them.... Some of them working at the Tesco shopping centre... They said they always saw alot aunties around there and saw 1 leng lui once only... Haha XD
Finally go back home and made this post... Night~
Monday, February 1, 2010
OH SHIT!!!!
This morning went to the market with my mom to buy some clothes... My aim at there was getting nice pants... Saw a few of them was nice and I like it but unfortunately THEY DON'T HAVE MY SIZE!!! (Sold Out) This is the part i hate the most during shopping...
So decided to go other stalls, bought 2 pants and 1 shirt... Like that shirt alot too... It looks like a shirt for actors... Haha XD... If i had only bought those pants i want, surely those lapsap old pants sure throw already... OUTDATED PANTS!!! @@ Didn't know that morning market also have alot hot girls... ^.<
In the afternoon play computer awhile and suddenly it started to rain... DAMN!!! Had to stop so decided to listen to the radio... Half way listening fall asleep... My house puppy woke me up nia... My father let him go and run around the house and she came and lick my toe and finger... First time >.<
Hair was in a messed, had to purposely wash my hair before going out for dinner... Went for dinner at Kepong Jusco, Teppanyaki Restaurant... My father made another family to change seats, WTF!!! I felt so awkward... That family needed 2 tables for their members and suddenly my dad when and took 1 beside it so they decided to go another seat.... DAMN SWT!!!
As usual, walk around alone... I think i had total made 4 rounds around the whole shopping mall... Bored all alone!!! Kepong area do really have alot of leng lui... Many couple too~ (Jealous) Haha XD... Called my parents and told them i'm tired and my feet was in pain, did not know why....
Reached home, straight to the computer cause nothing else i can do at home for me... My ex-gf sms me and chat with her awhile... My friend told her that alot people had already know we broke up... So she went and see my blog for the first time... She was very sad and she cried...
Wow, i felt very bad about this... Can't forgive myself... Should not had post it... Damn, anyway its over... She said that she still love me, and I can tell her i do still really love her too...
Why not couple back again? You can try to see back my post before this... If she had told me she will change, i would give it a try and sometime for her... Seriously, i do really want to be couple back with her, but if nothing changes and is still the same in an uncomfortable situation... I had nothing to say....
Sorry~ Hope her feelings get well soon... I don't like to see girls cry especially they cry because of me... Never meant to hurt you.... I'm really very sorry for you... Muackx :3
So decided to go other stalls, bought 2 pants and 1 shirt... Like that shirt alot too... It looks like a shirt for actors... Haha XD... If i had only bought those pants i want, surely those lapsap old pants sure throw already... OUTDATED PANTS!!! @@ Didn't know that morning market also have alot hot girls... ^.<
In the afternoon play computer awhile and suddenly it started to rain... DAMN!!! Had to stop so decided to listen to the radio... Half way listening fall asleep... My house puppy woke me up nia... My father let him go and run around the house and she came and lick my toe and finger... First time >.<
Hair was in a messed, had to purposely wash my hair before going out for dinner... Went for dinner at Kepong Jusco, Teppanyaki Restaurant... My father made another family to change seats, WTF!!! I felt so awkward... That family needed 2 tables for their members and suddenly my dad when and took 1 beside it so they decided to go another seat.... DAMN SWT!!!
As usual, walk around alone... I think i had total made 4 rounds around the whole shopping mall... Bored all alone!!! Kepong area do really have alot of leng lui... Many couple too~ (Jealous) Haha XD... Called my parents and told them i'm tired and my feet was in pain, did not know why....
Reached home, straight to the computer cause nothing else i can do at home for me... My ex-gf sms me and chat with her awhile... My friend told her that alot people had already know we broke up... So she went and see my blog for the first time... She was very sad and she cried...
Wow, i felt very bad about this... Can't forgive myself... Should not had post it... Damn, anyway its over... She said that she still love me, and I can tell her i do still really love her too...
Why not couple back again? You can try to see back my post before this... If she had told me she will change, i would give it a try and sometime for her... Seriously, i do really want to be couple back with her, but if nothing changes and is still the same in an uncomfortable situation... I had nothing to say....
Sorry~ Hope her feelings get well soon... I don't like to see girls cry especially they cry because of me... Never meant to hurt you.... I'm really very sorry for you... Muackx :3
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