To all 4H and 5H ex-classmates. Yesterday someone had come and tell me why did you all anti me and dislike me. I know that last time i'm being selfish, emo, easily angry, very serious and etc. Sometimes the things i did have certain reason but is the truth, whether you all believe it or not i will not know...
1) Why I did not stand up when Pn.Goh ask who got copy the maths answer during exam
*I really did not copy altough i get the answer because i also don't understand about the answer. I did it all by my own, if not do I still get so low marks... I swear to god then i only see and did not copy.
2) Walk Alone in the front and Sit Alone (not joining you guys talk during hang out)
*I admit that sometimes i'm like that. I wanted to join you guys topic, seriously. But i didn't know what to say and where to start. I'm afraid that i might ruin you guys topic because i feel that i did most of the time. I will join you guys conversation more often >.<
3) Easily angry and being very serious all the time. My jokes ain't funny. Selfish and LC~
*Yeah, i admit that i'm very easily angry. I'm trying my best to change. I can also say that it had change better for now (not being perasan). Sorry that sometimes i'm being to serious, i will change ^^ I do realise that sometimes i'm selfish and lc too, so sorry for this, trying my best to share with you guys.
4) Why did I leave 4H and 5H?
* Hmm... Because i know someone in there had sometimes backstabbing me and anti me most of the time. And i felt that i think i shouldn't be in it since that i'm being hated so many people. That's why i leave. I will not say who is it because i do not want to hurt that person feelings. Hope you understand it and sorry that you guys misunderstand me.
5) About the class T-shirt, i wanted to change the design.
*At first i really want to change, I feel it to plain for the front but I did think that is my classmates effort doing it and is 1 of the memories. Better don't change it, but i never tought you all kept saying that want to anti me when you all heard that i want to change.
This is all my truth. I do not know whether will you guys believe it or not and whether you guys will forgive me or not. Its up to you ^^ So sorry for making you misunderstand about me so much. I had changed better a little now, still trying.... When you think there is a problem with me, i'll be happy if you could tell me. Please don't keep it all by yourself. Hope to share ^^ So sorry for everything~ And Thank You Very Much~
Grafity
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About the 1st,It's not a big matter thou.I guess most of us had forgot.And the 5th,I cant remember anything about,i guess everyone had also forgot if this really happened before.And the 2nd point is not a point perhaps.For the 4th,speechless. =S
Well,I didnt think to avoid you actually but this sentence "From now onwards i will leave 4H/5H those memories..." is like offended me.Because i'm one of the member inside.
You're being too "dai sai" they way you talk lik everyone MUST follow your instruction.Everything you're correct. Mayb you didnt mean to be,but yea,the way of talking.
I know u had started college, but if you free,please think,WHY so many people we dont avoid but avoid you.
This is all very important after you start working.Social is complicated.
I have alot more to say but it's so difficult to type out, so ya..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You may ignore what i wrote.
The most important is,
you've decided to change.
Happy to see if you had changed.
Remember,
Sorry and Thankyou is kind of common manners.
If you ever get peoples into trouble, use these words.
Try to use it more frequent in your life and you may find it easy.
*i guess you know who am i*
I guess,this is all cause by accumulation of small matters.
As a friend, I apologize for not telling you to change.
Dont think so much la (:
everything will be okay,
tomorrow will be fine.
everyone's heart is soft enough.
yeaa, hope you get what i mean.
all the best you your college.
god bless. =D
1)Whether there is point or not i don't mind~ I just wanted to let you all to know the truth and how did i felt. For being "dai sai" that's what i'm used to be last time because whenever i think i'm correct i feel much more safer with my own decision. So, sorry for not listening to you guys instruction. I had already know why did you guys avoid me and not the others. During those times, i was already started to change, just had to give me some time and more information what's wrong with it. So i had to figure it out all by myself and it takes some time. Nobody can change and find out what's wrong with them in just a sudden. Since you had alot more to say, feel free to type any comment... I'll be there to see and listen what you're going to say. And thanks for the advice.
2)Thanks you very much and I think you had understand how i felt. All the best to you too.
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