Aiks... These few days we just chat on the phone lo but cannot see each other... Always supporting each other exam... She is having her PMR exam next week and i'm going to have my exam after her PMR nia... Last few days she seems to be so tired, always chat with her, i feel like she having lots of stress.... Tried to cheer her up and make her happy... Call her be positive but she always so negative geh... Gek sei~
30 September 2010
* Today we chat on the phone in the afternoon... She said she very "fan" wor, about the genting trip, PMR exam and her relationship nia... Now i try to find a way to help her solve those problems lo... That xiao zhu said she walk home today... Walao!!! Scared dao me nia, so worried about her... Scolded her not to do that again jor... Hehe XD... Then she say maybe she want to "tao bi" me wor... After i heard that i felt kinda sad for it... I seriously don't 1 that to happened lo... I was like "aduh~ want like this meh...." Of course u treat her de relationship is serious and i truly love that xiao zhu geh lo.... Neh, she la, always bully me... Dunno when she is real geh... This xiao zhu ar, very lazy to go bath geh... Always after school very late only take a bath geh... Memang a Pig and Fat!!! Haha XD
Mom went to temple with my aunt just now... My mom went to pray for me because of some certain reason (i know the reason because i told her)... They came home and my aunt start to sapu that yellow paper thing up and down of my body then my mom prepare those thing for me to bath and some things to burn... I was kinda blur, so what they call me to do then i just do lo... Tomorrow morning still have to do 1 more time...
Suddenly xiao zhu said the genting time cannot be delay le lo... Abit dissapointed but nvm lo... Give her freedom with her friends mah, i cannot be so selfish always tie her up with me geh... Besides that, i also not her who wor.... Haiz... Nvm la, just have to wait for that day to come.... Take 1 step at a time, don't have to rush ^^
Grafity
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Xixi =P
Today need to wake up early again... Dunno why nowadays so many things need me to wake up early... Woke up at 9.30 today to give back my friend's computer... Then just online, drink a cup of milo with protein... So tired but can't continue sleep jor... And I realise that my body muscles are in pain... Because of yesterday exercise... Today I have to continue again...
Nowadays, whenever i on my facebook, i sure saw dao xiao zhu pictures at the sidebar (means at the side)... Not only when i on the first page, when i see my other friends profile and picture, sure will also have her picture... I was like "har??"... Why like this geh?? Facebook also know about our things geh meh??
Lazy to online already, then went and watch tv while eat my breakfast (dim sum) on the sofa... There was 1 variety show for me, at least can make me laugh a little... Sleepy but cannot sleep, have to go and bath....
Then now online again... Wondering how is xiao zhu now at school... She got concentrate on her studies mah? Is she sleeping in the class? (Haha XD) Is she talking my bad things? Is she playing? Alot questions nia >.<>.<... They say i leng zai jor wor but dunno is real or not de la... Hope is bah ^^... Heavy rain after class, have to drive slowly... Today get wet a little under the rain again...
On facebook, saw xiao zhu's message... I guess she won't be online le today... Sad =( I missed her so badly... Nvm lu, have to tahan for 3 weeks cannot see her nia... Saw her blog and it made me smile back because i felt that the things she wrote for me is funny and cute la she... I also feel that she cares for me alot... Thank You xiao zhu!!!! Muackx <3 Her exam is coming nearer and nearer can't online that often anymore... Xiao zhu jia you o!!! I will always support support you de... I will study for my exam too that is after xiao zhu's PMR exam...
Altough we not yet couple but i already treat her as my gf... I will always take care of her and love her... Xiao zhu did not did much things for me but every single little things she did for me, i did appreciate it ^^ I always want to see her smile, laugh and have fun... Hope see enjoy her life everyday with happiness =)
Xiao Zhu!!!!
Fighting!!!
I.M.Y & I.L.Y
Nowadays, whenever i on my facebook, i sure saw dao xiao zhu pictures at the sidebar (means at the side)... Not only when i on the first page, when i see my other friends profile and picture, sure will also have her picture... I was like "har??"... Why like this geh?? Facebook also know about our things geh meh??
Lazy to online already, then went and watch tv while eat my breakfast (dim sum) on the sofa... There was 1 variety show for me, at least can make me laugh a little... Sleepy but cannot sleep, have to go and bath....
Then now online again... Wondering how is xiao zhu now at school... She got concentrate on her studies mah? Is she sleeping in the class? (Haha XD) Is she talking my bad things? Is she playing? Alot questions nia >.<>.<... They say i leng zai jor wor but dunno is real or not de la... Hope is bah ^^... Heavy rain after class, have to drive slowly... Today get wet a little under the rain again...
On facebook, saw xiao zhu's message... I guess she won't be online le today... Sad =( I missed her so badly... Nvm lu, have to tahan for 3 weeks cannot see her nia... Saw her blog and it made me smile back because i felt that the things she wrote for me is funny and cute la she... I also feel that she cares for me alot... Thank You xiao zhu!!!! Muackx <3 Her exam is coming nearer and nearer can't online that often anymore... Xiao zhu jia you o!!! I will always support support you de... I will study for my exam too that is after xiao zhu's PMR exam...
Altough we not yet couple but i already treat her as my gf... I will always take care of her and love her... Xiao zhu did not did much things for me but every single little things she did for me, i did appreciate it ^^ I always want to see her smile, laugh and have fun... Hope see enjoy her life everyday with happiness =)
Xiao Zhu!!!!
Fighting!!!
I.M.Y & I.L.Y
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Where is she?
Not enough sleep from last night because of that stupid flu... Can't go back to sleep... The first thing i woke up, i did not get off from my bed yet... I start to think about xiao zhu... I'm worried about her because of everything that happened last night... I did not want her to cry because of me... Wanted to find her but i guess she must be sleeping like a pig that time... Don't 1 to disturb her beauty sleep ^^
Woke up, clean up myself then straight on my laptop and watch movie while waiting for my mom to come back with my breakfast.... My mom always say me "sot jor" because i keep laughing when watching the movie... Ate my breakfast, online for awhile, then watch tv, felt sleepy and fall asleep on the sofa...
I woke up at 2pm++ because of my parents... They were watching the badminton match of Lee Chong Wei VS Lin Dan... Especially my father keep shouting "Nice!!! That's the way!!! Smash!!!! Aiyo!!!!".... Alot of thing la.. Until i wake up already... So i join them and watched the match lo (because i lazy to move)... Haha XD... Finally Lee Chong Wei won the match and he was so happy about it... Congatulations to him!!! Back to online for awhile then i did some exercise at home (push-ups, sit-ups, jumps) because that xiao zhu call me to do it everyday.... Xiao zhu want me to have some muscles so looks nicer especially when wear clothes lo... And want me to be taller, cannot be shorter than her.... Aiks >.< * Push-ups, 50times per day * Sit-ups, 50times per day * Jumps, 100 normal jumps, 50 high jumps per day I was so tired, after i done it, i looked kinda paled because i did not do warm up and I have not eaten my lunch yet... Tomorrow my body sure will pain.... After i did my exercise i went for a bath then go out and buy myself a lunch at McDonald's... Online, chat, see photos, play with my puppy Yuki for awhile.... I wanted to find xiao zhu, then i just remember she having seminar right now and her PMR exam is coming nearer already... Better let her concentrate first, maybe at night can chat with her.... While i was thinking about her i drew something... Dunno why i will think this and suddenly just drew it... I guess only xiao zhu and me understand this bah...
Went to aman puri for dinner... My flu is still with me... Aiks have to walk under the rain for awhile... No umbrella nia... Hope i don't get sick, hate to be sick... My heart keep worrying about xiao zhu... Wonder how is she now le =(
Saw xiao zhu online le, chat with her awhile... She seems to be very tired... I keep calling her to go sleep first... Then tonight not so much fun le... I think because she too tired le bah and because of her friends de relationship lo... So i better don't think so much le... Xiao zhu say she don't 1 sleep first, she want accompany me keng gai, then ok lo... Her voice really getting softer and softer and hard for me to understand what is she saying jor... Saw i decided to call her go sleep le because xiao zhu still have to wake up tomorrow morning for school le... She going to fall asleep liao like yesterday, then xiao zhu at last only say ok and she always wanted to see me in her dream ^^... Felt happy when she said this... So we said goodnight to each other then close the skype le...
The night before i made her cry and not enough sleep... Then morning kena scold by teacher and her friends because she was late for the seminar... I felt so guilty made her sleep late.. She never tell me that she had seminar in the morning... Xiao zhu!!! Next time you must tell me everything o, don't make me so worried about you again le... I want to guan xin you le!!! <3
Woke up, clean up myself then straight on my laptop and watch movie while waiting for my mom to come back with my breakfast.... My mom always say me "sot jor" because i keep laughing when watching the movie... Ate my breakfast, online for awhile, then watch tv, felt sleepy and fall asleep on the sofa...
I woke up at 2pm++ because of my parents... They were watching the badminton match of Lee Chong Wei VS Lin Dan... Especially my father keep shouting "Nice!!! That's the way!!! Smash!!!! Aiyo!!!!".... Alot of thing la.. Until i wake up already... So i join them and watched the match lo (because i lazy to move)... Haha XD... Finally Lee Chong Wei won the match and he was so happy about it... Congatulations to him!!! Back to online for awhile then i did some exercise at home (push-ups, sit-ups, jumps) because that xiao zhu call me to do it everyday.... Xiao zhu want me to have some muscles so looks nicer especially when wear clothes lo... And want me to be taller, cannot be shorter than her.... Aiks >.< * Push-ups, 50times per day * Sit-ups, 50times per day * Jumps, 100 normal jumps, 50 high jumps per day I was so tired, after i done it, i looked kinda paled because i did not do warm up and I have not eaten my lunch yet... Tomorrow my body sure will pain.... After i did my exercise i went for a bath then go out and buy myself a lunch at McDonald's... Online, chat, see photos, play with my puppy Yuki for awhile.... I wanted to find xiao zhu, then i just remember she having seminar right now and her PMR exam is coming nearer already... Better let her concentrate first, maybe at night can chat with her.... While i was thinking about her i drew something... Dunno why i will think this and suddenly just drew it... I guess only xiao zhu and me understand this bah...
Went to aman puri for dinner... My flu is still with me... Aiks have to walk under the rain for awhile... No umbrella nia... Hope i don't get sick, hate to be sick... My heart keep worrying about xiao zhu... Wonder how is she now le =(
Saw xiao zhu online le, chat with her awhile... She seems to be very tired... I keep calling her to go sleep first... Then tonight not so much fun le... I think because she too tired le bah and because of her friends de relationship lo... So i better don't think so much le... Xiao zhu say she don't 1 sleep first, she want accompany me keng gai, then ok lo... Her voice really getting softer and softer and hard for me to understand what is she saying jor... Saw i decided to call her go sleep le because xiao zhu still have to wake up tomorrow morning for school le... She going to fall asleep liao like yesterday, then xiao zhu at last only say ok and she always wanted to see me in her dream ^^... Felt happy when she said this... So we said goodnight to each other then close the skype le...
The night before i made her cry and not enough sleep... Then morning kena scold by teacher and her friends because she was late for the seminar... I felt so guilty made her sleep late.. She never tell me that she had seminar in the morning... Xiao zhu!!! Next time you must tell me everything o, don't make me so worried about you again le... I want to guan xin you le!!! <3
Saturday, September 25, 2010
*Cough Cough*
To woke up early because i'm going to play badminton with my secondary classmates... At first my alarm ring, i shut it off and sleep back for awhile more... Later on, chun yin sms me and said he will come 15mins earlier, then i replied him... After i replied i went back to my bed, xiao zhu sms me this time, asked me whether want to go McD to study or not, then i reply her ok lo... Want to go back sleep again but cannot already, not enough time jor and can't sleep already.... I'm already awake.... >.<
Play play play.... Then my friend, Jasmine, suddenly say "don't always sms xiao zhu la... i saw your blog already, it is longer than normal essay"... I was shocked and stunned for awhile, never know that she will see my blog because i stopped for quite some time already... I felt awkward that she know my stuff... While I was chatting with her, I also got ask some stuff about her... Never tought that she still like malay boys... Aiks, she broke my promise... Sad =( Then we keep play play lanci each other...
After that when and eat wantan mee with chicken leg... Dunno who say the chicken leg is dirty because the chicken always step on shit... Walao, almost no appetite to eat already... We joke around and make some coming up plans to go out together again... Suddenly that Yee Wen wanted to see my phone and went to see my pictures, then she know my stuff jor... Aduh, I'm so careless... Getting more and more people know about xiao zhu already...
Xiao zhu called me and asked me whether can I go McD and study with her around 2.30pm... I told her i will call her back when i reached home... She thinks that i'm busy, but i was not lo... Actually i had to go play my card game at 2pm, because of xiao zhu, i skipped for today lo... Its ok i have skipped because is not important, xiao zhu studies is much more important because her PMR is coming already... Then she sms me and said that she is tired already then she don't 1 to go already... I was kinda dissapointed, when i reached home i immediately called her and discuss about it... When she answered the phone she was sleeping nia... Gek sei me >.<... Chat with her awhile then called her go back to sleep bah... Seems she is tired already then i also don't 1 force her lo... I'm willing to sacrifice some of my time for her to have better future lo... So end up not going already...
Took a nap for awhile and went for acupuncture at 4pm... If i'm studying at McD with her, i will skipped this time acupuncture too, just for xiao zhu... After i did my acupuncture, she did sms and there was missed call... So i call her to call me because my phone was out of credit... Chat with her awhile, she was "pek cek" about her maths questions.... Haha XD... Wanted to help her that time but i can't...
So i went out to GroupBase for dinner... Ate spaghetti... Talked with my parents about those "dirty things" and soul... I told them i felt it at home... My mom first sentence is "Must go temple pray jor"... Haha XD.... She keep asking why i never tell her earlier because I feel that is normal lo... Some of my friends also kena b4... Then my father tell me his stories also, he felt that b4 at the old house and sometimes when he bring the dog go out for walk, he say he will act normal when the dog see those things... (when dogs see it will make alot of noise 1, see whether the dog is scared or will bark at it) Then i said "if i were him, i already cabut lari..." Haha XD... My father laughed at me nia >.<
Reached home chat with my xiao zhu... Talk about the genting stuff... Chat about everything we usually does, suddenly one of our friend came and chat with her and say my bad stuff then she cried and started not to believe me anymore... I told her i had changed from the past... Everything i did for her is real... I dislike people looking at my past and never know the current truth... Always simply say things... I tried to comfort her told her to asked me questions that she want to know and I did answer all her question honestly from my heart... I do not know whether she believe but i hope so...
Later, she stopped crying and we chat like normal we use to be... Suddenly she call me to say some stories to her... At first i dunno what to do, then simply just say 1 story lo... I say half way she fall asleep on her bed... I feel like i was kinda "sei chun" talking to myself only... Then she woke up and said she fall asleep just now... I called her to go to sleep lo... Then we stopped there for that night....
I think alot of rubbish/non-sense things that day... And i'm trying to make her feel that she can trust me 100% and being with me is safe lo... Aiks, trying my best le >.<...
Play play play.... Then my friend, Jasmine, suddenly say "don't always sms xiao zhu la... i saw your blog already, it is longer than normal essay"... I was shocked and stunned for awhile, never know that she will see my blog because i stopped for quite some time already... I felt awkward that she know my stuff... While I was chatting with her, I also got ask some stuff about her... Never tought that she still like malay boys... Aiks, she broke my promise... Sad =( Then we keep play play lanci each other...
After that when and eat wantan mee with chicken leg... Dunno who say the chicken leg is dirty because the chicken always step on shit... Walao, almost no appetite to eat already... We joke around and make some coming up plans to go out together again... Suddenly that Yee Wen wanted to see my phone and went to see my pictures, then she know my stuff jor... Aduh, I'm so careless... Getting more and more people know about xiao zhu already...
Xiao zhu called me and asked me whether can I go McD and study with her around 2.30pm... I told her i will call her back when i reached home... She thinks that i'm busy, but i was not lo... Actually i had to go play my card game at 2pm, because of xiao zhu, i skipped for today lo... Its ok i have skipped because is not important, xiao zhu studies is much more important because her PMR is coming already... Then she sms me and said that she is tired already then she don't 1 to go already... I was kinda dissapointed, when i reached home i immediately called her and discuss about it... When she answered the phone she was sleeping nia... Gek sei me >.<... Chat with her awhile then called her go back to sleep bah... Seems she is tired already then i also don't 1 force her lo... I'm willing to sacrifice some of my time for her to have better future lo... So end up not going already...
Took a nap for awhile and went for acupuncture at 4pm... If i'm studying at McD with her, i will skipped this time acupuncture too, just for xiao zhu... After i did my acupuncture, she did sms and there was missed call... So i call her to call me because my phone was out of credit... Chat with her awhile, she was "pek cek" about her maths questions.... Haha XD... Wanted to help her that time but i can't...
So i went out to GroupBase for dinner... Ate spaghetti... Talked with my parents about those "dirty things" and soul... I told them i felt it at home... My mom first sentence is "Must go temple pray jor"... Haha XD.... She keep asking why i never tell her earlier because I feel that is normal lo... Some of my friends also kena b4... Then my father tell me his stories also, he felt that b4 at the old house and sometimes when he bring the dog go out for walk, he say he will act normal when the dog see those things... (when dogs see it will make alot of noise 1, see whether the dog is scared or will bark at it) Then i said "if i were him, i already cabut lari..." Haha XD... My father laughed at me nia >.<
Reached home chat with my xiao zhu... Talk about the genting stuff... Chat about everything we usually does, suddenly one of our friend came and chat with her and say my bad stuff then she cried and started not to believe me anymore... I told her i had changed from the past... Everything i did for her is real... I dislike people looking at my past and never know the current truth... Always simply say things... I tried to comfort her told her to asked me questions that she want to know and I did answer all her question honestly from my heart... I do not know whether she believe but i hope so...
Later, she stopped crying and we chat like normal we use to be... Suddenly she call me to say some stories to her... At first i dunno what to do, then simply just say 1 story lo... I say half way she fall asleep on her bed... I feel like i was kinda "sei chun" talking to myself only... Then she woke up and said she fall asleep just now... I called her to go to sleep lo... Then we stopped there for that night....
I think alot of rubbish/non-sense things that day... And i'm trying to make her feel that she can trust me 100% and being with me is safe lo... Aiks, trying my best le >.<...
Friday, September 24, 2010
Being alone together~
This morning woke up at 9.30.... Went and do my homeworks... Haven't have my breakfast already keep thinking about the design for the webpage... Drank a cup of milo with protein poweder (mum forced me to drink it)... I have to wait for that xiao zhu to come back from school then only can eat because she invited me to go her house for lunch....
Went her house at 1.45am and we cooked our lunch together... She cook the noodles and I cook the egg and fishball... First time cooking omega egg, hard to see whether is cooked or not because of its colour is kinda different when it is cooked... That xiao zhu laughed at me because got 1 of the egg i failed jor, cook until like "yat gao gao"... Haha XD... The noodle she cooked was ok 1, is just that salty a little already... But still can eat la, use to eat salty things....
Then went to her room and keng gai lo... Got happy,sad,funny and crazy things happened lo... She bully me the whole day today... She know that's i'm afraid of people tickeling me.... She keeps tickle me, hit my face with the bear, slap my face (just playing), slap and poke my buttock dunno how many times already... She suddenly asked me why i like her and I have to answer her by looking at her face all the time to see whether i'm telling the truth or not... I dunno why I have the feeling that she like 50 50 believe me only.... I don't really like it because everything i told her is straight from my heart... I never lie to her, if just playing 1 then got la... Hehe XD.... I very serious in relationship 1 lo... Nvm bah =( She saw I was a little sad and she kissed my cheek to cheer me up... I didn't want the kissed is to cheer me up, is because that she really trust me.... And i gave her back a kiss on her cheek...
Later on i went closer to her and wanted to hug her at first... So i try to touch her nose with my nose first lo, suddenly she like wanted to kiss me... I was shocked because I really never tought of kissing her that time... I think i made her kinda dissapointed because i like moved away and kept saying that "i noe you want kiss me jor".... Haha XD... Since is just 2 of us at the house, i wanted to make it like just the 2 of us having a great time together in a sense of romantic and lovely lo.... So all along i wanted to get closer to her and I want her to understand how i feels and what i'm thinking all the time...
* I wanted to hug her on the bed
* I wanted to tell her what i'm thinking all the time and how i feels
* I wanted to kiss her in a romantic way... (Haha XD)
* I wanted to enjoy the moment alone together...
But when i think twice, i feel that i'm like too selfish already... Is like i want everything, I must think about her too... So i just let it be along with the environment...
Ok back to the story, so I try to find another chance to give her the kiss... I wanna zhu dong this time... So i get closer to her and kissed her lips... I was kinda pai seh lo >.< Then the time pass so fast already 4pm and I had to go already because her ah ma coming back jor... I really "mm se dak" to leave 1 lo.... When i leave i was hoping that she will zhu dong give me a back hug or front also can la, just want it to be long because dunno when we will see each other again... Kinda dissapointed.... It was raining so she took an umbrella and accompany to my car... She suddenly gave me a kissed on my cheek.... Then i try to give her another chance see whether will she give me a hug or not lo... But she didn't then i pretended to be angry abit and i really sad a little.... Suddenly she asked me "what you want?" I said nothing and just kissed her lips for the 2nd time on that day.... I went in the car and before she help me to close the door she called to me drive savely... I think she tried her best to zhu dong already.... Its still a great memory day for today =)
This is the end for our day together...
*24 September 2010*
Everytime i asked her a question... When she answer she dunno, i will be a little dissapointed... But its ok lo, i won't force her to make a decision.... She is the 1 i love, i have to respect/support her decision that she had made... I can't be too selfish... Xiao Zhu, W.X.N!!!!!
Went her house at 1.45am and we cooked our lunch together... She cook the noodles and I cook the egg and fishball... First time cooking omega egg, hard to see whether is cooked or not because of its colour is kinda different when it is cooked... That xiao zhu laughed at me because got 1 of the egg i failed jor, cook until like "yat gao gao"... Haha XD... The noodle she cooked was ok 1, is just that salty a little already... But still can eat la, use to eat salty things....
Then went to her room and keng gai lo... Got happy,sad,funny and crazy things happened lo... She bully me the whole day today... She know that's i'm afraid of people tickeling me.... She keeps tickle me, hit my face with the bear, slap my face (just playing), slap and poke my buttock dunno how many times already... She suddenly asked me why i like her and I have to answer her by looking at her face all the time to see whether i'm telling the truth or not... I dunno why I have the feeling that she like 50 50 believe me only.... I don't really like it because everything i told her is straight from my heart... I never lie to her, if just playing 1 then got la... Hehe XD.... I very serious in relationship 1 lo... Nvm bah =( She saw I was a little sad and she kissed my cheek to cheer me up... I didn't want the kissed is to cheer me up, is because that she really trust me.... And i gave her back a kiss on her cheek...
Later on i went closer to her and wanted to hug her at first... So i try to touch her nose with my nose first lo, suddenly she like wanted to kiss me... I was shocked because I really never tought of kissing her that time... I think i made her kinda dissapointed because i like moved away and kept saying that "i noe you want kiss me jor".... Haha XD... Since is just 2 of us at the house, i wanted to make it like just the 2 of us having a great time together in a sense of romantic and lovely lo.... So all along i wanted to get closer to her and I want her to understand how i feels and what i'm thinking all the time...
* I wanted to hug her on the bed
* I wanted to tell her what i'm thinking all the time and how i feels
* I wanted to kiss her in a romantic way... (Haha XD)
* I wanted to enjoy the moment alone together...
But when i think twice, i feel that i'm like too selfish already... Is like i want everything, I must think about her too... So i just let it be along with the environment...
Ok back to the story, so I try to find another chance to give her the kiss... I wanna zhu dong this time... So i get closer to her and kissed her lips... I was kinda pai seh lo >.< Then the time pass so fast already 4pm and I had to go already because her ah ma coming back jor... I really "mm se dak" to leave 1 lo.... When i leave i was hoping that she will zhu dong give me a back hug or front also can la, just want it to be long because dunno when we will see each other again... Kinda dissapointed.... It was raining so she took an umbrella and accompany to my car... She suddenly gave me a kissed on my cheek.... Then i try to give her another chance see whether will she give me a hug or not lo... But she didn't then i pretended to be angry abit and i really sad a little.... Suddenly she asked me "what you want?" I said nothing and just kissed her lips for the 2nd time on that day.... I went in the car and before she help me to close the door she called to me drive savely... I think she tried her best to zhu dong already.... Its still a great memory day for today =)
This is the end for our day together...
*24 September 2010*
Everytime i asked her a question... When she answer she dunno, i will be a little dissapointed... But its ok lo, i won't force her to make a decision.... She is the 1 i love, i have to respect/support her decision that she had made... I can't be too selfish... Xiao Zhu, W.X.N!!!!!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
MoonCake Festival~
Wishing Everyone Happy MoonCake Festival!!!!
Enjoy the moments with your friends, family and your loves one...
Back to my story today... (Xiao Zhu = She)
Woke up kinda late today and I had 2 dreams...
The first dream i had was short/fast and scary.... I was in a car front seat but not the driver, when i look at the window of the door, suddenly those "thing" came out and it was just its head, black in colour can see clearly.... I straight woke up after that and my heart started to beats very fast then i drank my bottle of water and continue my sleep....
My 2nd dream was about Xiao Zhu and I.... Yesterday she told me that, if i miss her and unable to see her, then i just drive to his house and look at her through her room's window.... And that happened in my dream... I'm kinda stunned that I really would dream for that...
Went to college and attend my classes.... Felt boring and i miss Xiao Zhu... Then went home and wanted to go for a haircut but that aunty already went home to celebrate the festival today =.=||| Went to my cousin house for dinner and play candle... My cousin played with fire and made the fire bigger... Need me to help them put out the fire, i accidentally burned my hand.... Very pain nia!!!
I felt like wanted to see Xiao Zhu so i kept looking at the moon.... She said if i look at the moon is the same i'm looking at her... Actually i can't see her but i stupid stupid 1 went and listen to her... Aiks >.<... So i called her but she never answer my phone... I was so kinda sad... Then nvm lo... Don't 1 choi her jor...
Went home and online for a while... Suddenly she texted me and said sorry because her phone was not with her that time... I pretended to be angry at her lo, just wanna see how she react... Haha XD... Then i really missed her, so I just call her will my phone... Chat for awhile then we used house phone to call, she call me... "Keng Gai" on the phone about our stories, thoughts, and feelings lo.... Got happy, sad, funny, crazy, and touched lo... Alot of emotions we had during the conversation... I was keep looking at the time and call her to sleep early because is like around 12-1am already and shed had to wake up at 6-7am... I was afraid she have not enough sleep... But she keep insist to chat longer... Then ok lo... Before we close the phone she feel like "mm seh dak".... Haha XD.... Kept saying 5 more minutes.... We talk on the phone about 2hours and 30 minutes... I was shocked le... Finally we close the phone by saying "Goodnight" to each other...
That's how it end for that day....
Missed Her~!
Enjoy the moments with your friends, family and your loves one...
Back to my story today... (Xiao Zhu = She)
Woke up kinda late today and I had 2 dreams...
The first dream i had was short/fast and scary.... I was in a car front seat but not the driver, when i look at the window of the door, suddenly those "thing" came out and it was just its head, black in colour can see clearly.... I straight woke up after that and my heart started to beats very fast then i drank my bottle of water and continue my sleep....
My 2nd dream was about Xiao Zhu and I.... Yesterday she told me that, if i miss her and unable to see her, then i just drive to his house and look at her through her room's window.... And that happened in my dream... I'm kinda stunned that I really would dream for that...
Went to college and attend my classes.... Felt boring and i miss Xiao Zhu... Then went home and wanted to go for a haircut but that aunty already went home to celebrate the festival today =.=||| Went to my cousin house for dinner and play candle... My cousin played with fire and made the fire bigger... Need me to help them put out the fire, i accidentally burned my hand.... Very pain nia!!!
I felt like wanted to see Xiao Zhu so i kept looking at the moon.... She said if i look at the moon is the same i'm looking at her... Actually i can't see her but i stupid stupid 1 went and listen to her... Aiks >.<... So i called her but she never answer my phone... I was so kinda sad... Then nvm lo... Don't 1 choi her jor...
Went home and online for a while... Suddenly she texted me and said sorry because her phone was not with her that time... I pretended to be angry at her lo, just wanna see how she react... Haha XD... Then i really missed her, so I just call her will my phone... Chat for awhile then we used house phone to call, she call me... "Keng Gai" on the phone about our stories, thoughts, and feelings lo.... Got happy, sad, funny, crazy, and touched lo... Alot of emotions we had during the conversation... I was keep looking at the time and call her to sleep early because is like around 12-1am already and shed had to wake up at 6-7am... I was afraid she have not enough sleep... But she keep insist to chat longer... Then ok lo... Before we close the phone she feel like "mm seh dak".... Haha XD.... Kept saying 5 more minutes.... We talk on the phone about 2hours and 30 minutes... I was shocked le... Finally we close the phone by saying "Goodnight" to each other...
That's how it end for that day....
Missed Her~!
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I'm Back ^^
I'm Back? Yes, i'm back with my blog that had been cover with dust for quite sometime ^^
Lots of thing happened in my life... Let's don't talk about the past that have been gone far far away.... Let's talk about something that happened recently...
Recently I had just fell for a girl... And I do really like her... I never did so much thing for a girl b4, is just for her... She is just a normal girl, not too pretty nor perfect but she is just the girl I want... This post will be everything about the moment we were together that happened recently...
Let's Start!!!:
3 September 2010:
* It was her birthday, my friend, Jia Wen invited me to celebrate her birthday together... It was also my first time meeting her and Jia Wen... Just the three of us celebrating her birthday at McDonald... Bought her 3 piece and type of cake for her, end up we sharing together... Makes jokes together, laugh together and enjoy together...
6 September 2010:
* That day i felt the weather so hot, wanted to eat something cold, so i asked her and Jia Wen to accompany me eat ice-cream... We went paparich for ice-cream but she suddenly said she did not want to eat anymore.... Jia Wen just ordered a drink and myself alone eating the ice-cream... "Keng Gai" and Gossip abit lo~ Haha XD
11 September 2010:
* That day at night, my parents told me I had to eat dinner alone... So i went and find someone to eat dinner with me lo... All seems to be busy, so I tried to find her and she agree to go out dinner with me lo... Actually Jia Wen will come along with us too but suddenly her mom don't let her already... So only we 2 have dinner together at Pizza Hut... The whole night i let her "zhat" only... Dunno why can't win her that day... >.< We had some fun chatting with each other, crazy together... But she seems she have to go home early...
15 September 2010:
* * This day is like not who invite who lo... Before the day, she said she suddenly feel like eating steamboat, so I asked her "how about we go and eat tomorrow?" and she replid "erm,ok ba... tomorrow afternoon lo"... Then we went for steamboat at Desa Park City in the afternoon (it was my first time having steamboat in the afternoon, same for her).... Haha XD... She answer my one of my question (forgotten what question) that is "If i don't choose him then i choose you ar"... I was like stunned she suddenly said that, but i just kept quite and smile at her... Later on we went for a walk around the lake and sat on a bench... Chat about her problems she facing and I tried to cheer her up... Wanted to give her a hug and tell her that she will be alright but i did not get the chance to do so... >.< When we were walking back to the car, we gave each other a piggy ride... I had to go because I have class to attend otherwise I would stay longer with her... On our way home, she said she have some funny funny feeling towards me and asked me "you like me ar?"... I wanted to say "yes"... But i dunno why I don't dare to say out at the time.... I replied her "no ar" and pretend to be serious and nothing happened... Finally at night I told her the truth of my feelings towards her...
17 September 2010:
* She actually wanted to study this day but got people "ffk" her... So i wanted to help her in her studies then i invite her to McDonald to study... We talked more than we did the work... Haha XD... Dunno why this day i kept saying "I hate you" to her just for fun.... I guess is because she "zhat" me the whole day that day, then she wrote "You hate me" on my hand... She have to rush back home again today... Aiks >.<
18 September 2010:
* We went for jogging together early in the morning at Desa Park City... At first i was lazy to wake up nia >.< I always call her "fat" (just jk) that's why i call her go jogging and her mum did call her go for jogging long time jor... Early morning I went and tease her already... Haha XD... I kept saying "you fat ar, better run more..." and "you still can bo?".... Walao, i sound so bad >.< but just joking only... Not serious geh... Same again, before we went back to the car, only I give her piggy ride on the way... There is alot of people looking and us and she called me to let her down but i don't 1... Just feel like wanna give her the piggy ride as long as I could... Then we had our breakfast at Aman Puri's paparich... Her stomache seems to be not feeling so good... I guess is gastric ba, so I tried to take care well of her condition lo~ Called her to drink the hot milo and eat the bread... On the way home, she called me not to drop her at the front of her house and drop her at the saga playground instead... She did not tell me why but after we reached there i had already understand why... We had a big hugged!!! (there was a uncle looking at us while he i washing his car, LOLx)... I wanted to send her home until the gate but she don't 1... So i just have to listen to her... Looking at her walking back to her house safetly...
21 September 2010:
* I was in my class, suddenly she texted me and asked "do you want to have a walk today and have dinner together? then later fetch me to tuition at 8pm"... Of course i agree lo, then we went to Desa Park City for a walk at 5.30pm and i was late because have to wait for my mum to come back, she is using the car... We were so 38 today, did some silly things and I was so shy of doing it by i tried my best... But the silly things she did for me, there is a reason for it, i guess... We had steamboat for dinner again this time but we share 1 portion together instead... Suddenly in the car, she tell me that this day will be the last day we go out together because she had a big exam coming... I actually knew this is going to happened today when she invited me out and those silly things we did together today... Reached her tuition centre, when she was going to leave the car, i stopped her and we hugged for the last time... She hugged me tightly than the last time she did... I guess i understand how she feels, same goes for me... I did not want to let her go at that moment... But she had to attend her tuition class and she is late for about 5 minutes.... After we hugged, we gave each other a kiss on the cheek... I guess is known as the "Goodbye Kiss" but i did not want to think that way... I want it to be like a kiss that will last forever >.< Haha XD.... I think too much again~ Look at her for the last time when she is entering the tuition centre... Haiz, now I have to wait for 3 weeks to see her again (after she finished her exam)...
This will be the end for today~
And I want to let her know that, I will be there when she need me...
Sharing every moment and everything together all the time...
Never every hides something from each other...
Lots of thing happened in my life... Let's don't talk about the past that have been gone far far away.... Let's talk about something that happened recently...
Recently I had just fell for a girl... And I do really like her... I never did so much thing for a girl b4, is just for her... She is just a normal girl, not too pretty nor perfect but she is just the girl I want... This post will be everything about the moment we were together that happened recently...
Let's Start!!!:
3 September 2010:
* It was her birthday, my friend, Jia Wen invited me to celebrate her birthday together... It was also my first time meeting her and Jia Wen... Just the three of us celebrating her birthday at McDonald... Bought her 3 piece and type of cake for her, end up we sharing together... Makes jokes together, laugh together and enjoy together...
6 September 2010:
* That day i felt the weather so hot, wanted to eat something cold, so i asked her and Jia Wen to accompany me eat ice-cream... We went paparich for ice-cream but she suddenly said she did not want to eat anymore.... Jia Wen just ordered a drink and myself alone eating the ice-cream... "Keng Gai" and Gossip abit lo~ Haha XD
11 September 2010:
* That day at night, my parents told me I had to eat dinner alone... So i went and find someone to eat dinner with me lo... All seems to be busy, so I tried to find her and she agree to go out dinner with me lo... Actually Jia Wen will come along with us too but suddenly her mom don't let her already... So only we 2 have dinner together at Pizza Hut... The whole night i let her "zhat" only... Dunno why can't win her that day... >.< We had some fun chatting with each other, crazy together... But she seems she have to go home early...
15 September 2010:
* * This day is like not who invite who lo... Before the day, she said she suddenly feel like eating steamboat, so I asked her "how about we go and eat tomorrow?" and she replid "erm,ok ba... tomorrow afternoon lo"... Then we went for steamboat at Desa Park City in the afternoon (it was my first time having steamboat in the afternoon, same for her).... Haha XD... She answer my one of my question (forgotten what question) that is "If i don't choose him then i choose you ar"... I was like stunned she suddenly said that, but i just kept quite and smile at her... Later on we went for a walk around the lake and sat on a bench... Chat about her problems she facing and I tried to cheer her up... Wanted to give her a hug and tell her that she will be alright but i did not get the chance to do so... >.< When we were walking back to the car, we gave each other a piggy ride... I had to go because I have class to attend otherwise I would stay longer with her... On our way home, she said she have some funny funny feeling towards me and asked me "you like me ar?"... I wanted to say "yes"... But i dunno why I don't dare to say out at the time.... I replied her "no ar" and pretend to be serious and nothing happened... Finally at night I told her the truth of my feelings towards her...
17 September 2010:
* She actually wanted to study this day but got people "ffk" her... So i wanted to help her in her studies then i invite her to McDonald to study... We talked more than we did the work... Haha XD... Dunno why this day i kept saying "I hate you" to her just for fun.... I guess is because she "zhat" me the whole day that day, then she wrote "You hate me" on my hand... She have to rush back home again today... Aiks >.<
18 September 2010:
* We went for jogging together early in the morning at Desa Park City... At first i was lazy to wake up nia >.< I always call her "fat" (just jk) that's why i call her go jogging and her mum did call her go for jogging long time jor... Early morning I went and tease her already... Haha XD... I kept saying "you fat ar, better run more..." and "you still can bo?".... Walao, i sound so bad >.< but just joking only... Not serious geh... Same again, before we went back to the car, only I give her piggy ride on the way... There is alot of people looking and us and she called me to let her down but i don't 1... Just feel like wanna give her the piggy ride as long as I could... Then we had our breakfast at Aman Puri's paparich... Her stomache seems to be not feeling so good... I guess is gastric ba, so I tried to take care well of her condition lo~ Called her to drink the hot milo and eat the bread... On the way home, she called me not to drop her at the front of her house and drop her at the saga playground instead... She did not tell me why but after we reached there i had already understand why... We had a big hugged!!! (there was a uncle looking at us while he i washing his car, LOLx)... I wanted to send her home until the gate but she don't 1... So i just have to listen to her... Looking at her walking back to her house safetly...
21 September 2010:
* I was in my class, suddenly she texted me and asked "do you want to have a walk today and have dinner together? then later fetch me to tuition at 8pm"... Of course i agree lo, then we went to Desa Park City for a walk at 5.30pm and i was late because have to wait for my mum to come back, she is using the car... We were so 38 today, did some silly things and I was so shy of doing it by i tried my best... But the silly things she did for me, there is a reason for it, i guess... We had steamboat for dinner again this time but we share 1 portion together instead... Suddenly in the car, she tell me that this day will be the last day we go out together because she had a big exam coming... I actually knew this is going to happened today when she invited me out and those silly things we did together today... Reached her tuition centre, when she was going to leave the car, i stopped her and we hugged for the last time... She hugged me tightly than the last time she did... I guess i understand how she feels, same goes for me... I did not want to let her go at that moment... But she had to attend her tuition class and she is late for about 5 minutes.... After we hugged, we gave each other a kiss on the cheek... I guess is known as the "Goodbye Kiss" but i did not want to think that way... I want it to be like a kiss that will last forever >.< Haha XD.... I think too much again~ Look at her for the last time when she is entering the tuition centre... Haiz, now I have to wait for 3 weeks to see her again (after she finished her exam)...
This will be the end for today~
And I want to let her know that, I will be there when she need me...
Sharing every moment and everything together all the time...
Never every hides something from each other...
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