Being alone together~

This morning woke up at 9.30.... Went and do my homeworks... Haven't have my breakfast already keep thinking about the design for the webpage... Drank a cup of milo with protein poweder (mum forced me to drink it)... I have to wait for that xiao zhu to come back from school then only can eat because she invited me to go her house for lunch....

Went her house at 1.45am and we cooked our lunch together... She cook the noodles and I cook the egg and fishball... First time cooking omega egg, hard to see whether is cooked or not because of its colour is kinda different when it is cooked... That xiao zhu laughed at me because got 1 of the egg i failed jor, cook until like "yat gao gao"... Haha XD... The noodle she cooked was ok 1, is just that salty a little already... But still can eat la, use to eat salty things....

Then went to her room and keng gai lo... Got happy,sad,funny and crazy things happened lo... She bully me the whole day today... She know that's i'm afraid of people tickeling me.... She keeps tickle me, hit my face with the bear, slap my face (just playing), slap and poke my buttock dunno how many times already... She suddenly asked me why i like her and I have to answer her by looking at her face all the time to see whether i'm telling the truth or not... I dunno why I have the feeling that she like 50 50 believe me only.... I don't really like it because everything i told her is straight from my heart... I never lie to her, if just playing 1 then got la... Hehe XD.... I very serious in relationship 1 lo... Nvm bah =( She saw I was a little sad and she kissed my cheek to cheer me up... I didn't want the kissed is to cheer me up, is because that she really trust me.... And i gave her back a kiss on her cheek...

Later on i went closer to her and wanted to hug her at first... So i try to touch her nose with my nose first lo, suddenly she like wanted to kiss me... I was shocked because I really never tought of kissing her that time... I think i made her kinda dissapointed because i like moved away and kept saying that "i noe you want kiss me jor".... Haha XD... Since is just 2 of us at the house, i wanted to make it like just the 2 of us having a great time together in a sense of romantic and lovely lo.... So all along i wanted to get closer to her and I want her to understand how i feels and what i'm thinking all the time...

* I wanted to hug her on the bed
* I wanted to tell her what i'm thinking all the time and how i feels
* I wanted to kiss her in a romantic way... (Haha XD)
* I wanted to enjoy the moment alone together...

But when i think twice, i feel that i'm like too selfish already... Is like i want everything, I must think about her too... So i just let it be along with the environment...

Ok back to the story, so I try to find another chance to give her the kiss... I wanna zhu dong this time... So i get closer to her and kissed her lips... I was kinda pai seh lo >.< Then the time pass so fast already 4pm and I had to go already because her ah ma coming back jor... I really "mm se dak" to leave 1 lo.... When i leave i was hoping that she will zhu dong give me a back hug or front also can la, just want it to be long because dunno when we will see each other again... Kinda dissapointed.... It was raining so she took an umbrella and accompany to my car... She suddenly gave me a kissed on my cheek.... Then i try to give her another chance see whether will she give me a hug or not lo... But she didn't then i pretended to be angry abit and i really sad a little.... Suddenly she asked me "what you want?" I said nothing and just kissed her lips for the 2nd time on that day.... I went in the car and before she help me to close the door she called to me drive savely... I think she tried her best to zhu dong already.... Its still a great memory day for today =)

This is the end for our day together...
*24 September 2010*

Everytime i asked her a question... When she answer she dunno, i will be a little dissapointed... But its ok lo, i won't force her to make a decision.... She is the 1 i love, i have to respect/support her decision that she had made... I can't be too selfish... Xiao Zhu, W.X.N!!!!!