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To woke up early because i'm going to play badminton with my secondary classmates... At first my alarm ring, i shut it off and sleep back for awhile more... Later on, chun yin sms me and said he will come 15mins earlier, then i replied him... After i replied i went back to my bed, xiao zhu sms me this time, asked me whether want to go McD to study or not, then i reply her ok lo... Want to go back sleep again but cannot already, not enough time jor and can't sleep already.... I'm already awake.... >.<

Play play play.... Then my friend, Jasmine, suddenly say "don't always sms xiao zhu la... i saw your blog already, it is longer than normal essay"... I was shocked and stunned for awhile, never know that she will see my blog because i stopped for quite some time already... I felt awkward that she know my stuff... While I was chatting with her, I also got ask some stuff about her... Never tought that she still like malay boys... Aiks, she broke my promise... Sad =( Then we keep play play lanci each other...

After that when and eat wantan mee with chicken leg... Dunno who say the chicken leg is dirty because the chicken always step on shit... Walao, almost no appetite to eat already... We joke around and make some coming up plans to go out together again... Suddenly that Yee Wen wanted to see my phone and went to see my pictures, then she know my stuff jor... Aduh, I'm so careless... Getting more and more people know about xiao zhu already...

Xiao zhu called me and asked me whether can I go McD and study with her around 2.30pm... I told her i will call her back when i reached home... She thinks that i'm busy, but i was not lo... Actually i had to go play my card game at 2pm, because of xiao zhu, i skipped for today lo... Its ok i have skipped because is not important, xiao zhu studies is much more important because her PMR is coming already... Then she sms me and said that she is tired already then she don't 1 to go already... I was kinda dissapointed, when i reached home i immediately called her and discuss about it... When she answered the phone she was sleeping nia... Gek sei me >.<... Chat with her awhile then called her go back to sleep bah... Seems she is tired already then i also don't 1 force her lo... I'm willing to sacrifice some of my time for her to have better future lo... So end up not going already...

Took a nap for awhile and went for acupuncture at 4pm... If i'm studying at McD with her, i will skipped this time acupuncture too, just for xiao zhu... After i did my acupuncture, she did sms and there was missed call... So i call her to call me because my phone was out of credit... Chat with her awhile, she was "pek cek" about her maths questions.... Haha XD... Wanted to help her that time but i can't...

So i went out to GroupBase for dinner... Ate spaghetti... Talked with my parents about those "dirty things" and soul... I told them i felt it at home... My mom first sentence is "Must go temple pray jor"... Haha XD.... She keep asking why i never tell her earlier because I feel that is normal lo... Some of my friends also kena b4... Then my father tell me his stories also, he felt that b4 at the old house and sometimes when he bring the dog go out for walk, he say he will act normal when the dog see those things... (when dogs see it will make alot of noise 1, see whether the dog is scared or will bark at it) Then i said "if i were him, i already cabut lari..." Haha XD... My father laughed at me nia >.<

Reached home chat with my xiao zhu... Talk about the genting stuff... Chat about everything we usually does, suddenly one of our friend came and chat with her and say my bad stuff then she cried and started not to believe me anymore... I told her i had changed from the past... Everything i did for her is real... I dislike people looking at my past and never know the current truth... Always simply say things... I tried to comfort her told her to asked me questions that she want to know and I did answer all her question honestly from my heart... I do not know whether she believe but i hope so...

Later, she stopped crying and we chat like normal we use to be... Suddenly she call me to say some stories to her... At first i dunno what to do, then simply just say 1 story lo... I say half way she fall asleep on her bed... I feel like i was kinda "sei chun" talking to myself only... Then she woke up and said she fall asleep just now... I called her to go to sleep lo... Then we stopped there for that night....

I think alot of rubbish/non-sense things that day... And i'm trying to make her feel that she can trust me 100% and being with me is safe lo... Aiks, trying my best le >.<...